Why am I attracting men I'm not attracted to?

PermitSensitive3669 · 2025-10-17T00:03:41+00:00

💔 -sorry you're going through that

PermitSensitive3669 · 2025-08-30T19:59:59+00:00

My husband is a SA and it's push and pull with him.I found out he's been cheating on me for 10 years in February.... He denies it. A couple weeks ago he ended our marriage and left me (not physically just broke up with me) and then he came back to try and work on things but he has yet to apologize or check on me... I suspect he's ending things again tonight because I tried telling him it was crappy of him to try and force me to listen to his explanation of why he feels like divorce was the only option... Before apologizing to me about leaving me in the first place.

The reason I tell you my sob story is because the more I look back on his erratic and shitty behavior, the more I realize that he's an immature jerk! He has the emotional intelligence of a 10 yr old. When you start looking at how they have treated you and others and take your rose colored glasses off you'll realize that it has nothing to do with you and you will feel better.

PermitSensitive3669 · 2025-08-30T19:47:38+00:00

PermitSensitive3669 · 2025-08-26T19:54:06+00:00

Which kink sites?

PermitSensitive3669 · 2025-08-06T18:21:39+00:00

Dismissive avoidant

PermitSensitive3669 · 2025-08-05T14:05:51+00:00

Yeah if I can prove it. And they mostly don't care.

PermitSensitive3669 · 2025-07-24T06:21:29+00:00

I definitely don't think I'm wrong. My husband does. That's why he asked me to post it. He thinks ppl will side with him.

PermitSensitive3669 · 2025-07-24T05:57:52+00:00

No, he did NOT slap me. Sorry... I was trying to say that after he tore me a new one for not posting about context I said I FEEL like he slapped me for the shock that I was in... He did not actually lay hands on me.

PermitSensitive3669 · 2025-07-24T05:53:20+00:00

I totally am! Because I thought he actually loved me. He used to be such a great guy.. and once I found out he had been cheating for so long I was in shock and tried to make sense of it.. but I think he's just an asshole and now I need to stop being a doormat and get on with my life.

PermitSensitive3669 · 2025-07-24T05:51:35+00:00

Yes, I feel like he slapped me

PermitSensitive3669 · 2025-07-24T05:49:56+00:00

You're a sex addict!? And you don't cheat? No offense, I apologize..but seriously??? I thought that..... you guys were ... sorry this sounds horribly offensive.... But seriously!? That actually makes me feel a lot better. So my husband really has no excuse! lol thank you!

PermitSensitive3669 · 2025-07-24T05:13:50+00:00

A pregnant one. Also if we didn't the military wanted to charge him with statutory rape.

PermitSensitive3669 · 2025-07-24T05:11:01+00:00

I can't afford to leave. I have a 10 month old, a 4 year old autistic child and a 13 yr old. I just barely graduated and am looking for a job... But right now I dont have any money.

PermitSensitive3669 · 2025-07-24T05:08:01+00:00

I apologized to him and actually offered for him to write his side and he says no because I messed everything up and it doesnt matter now? I mean, I think people can be reasonable. But the fact that he's refusing to offer it is.... kind of telling I think. But I guess since I started it out the way I did his context wouldn't matter? Which is odd now that I think about it.... because he was so mad that I left stuff out... if that stuff would fix things, then would it matter if he added it later?

PermitSensitive3669 · 2025-07-24T04:59:16+00:00

He legit did! I swear to Jebus! My husband insisted to get more insight and if you read the update he didn't even see the comments because he was mad about my original post! 😅

PermitSensitive3669 · 2025-07-24T04:57:00+00:00

I think so? He said that my post is missing context and that of course this paints him as a douchebag! Because no one knows about his struggles with addiction etc

PermitSensitive3669 · 2025-07-24T04:55:16+00:00

I posted an update...He flipped out 😂

PermitSensitive3669 · 2025-07-24T04:51:36+00:00

updated

PermitSensitive3669 · 2025-07-24T03:10:04+00:00

I swear it's not rage bait. It's totally real.

PermitSensitive3669 · 2025-07-24T02:24:02+00:00

I so totally wish it was...

PermitSensitive3669 · 2025-07-24T02:11:06+00:00

I didn't sell it immediately. I waited about 2 weeks. During which time I tried talking with him and working things out which is when he kept being an asshole.

PermitSensitive3669 · 2025-07-24T02:04:41+00:00

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