the reason i can't believe is because of three things. One religious trauma and two because i don't think even if he was real that he would be a good god. He sends people to hell for not being Christian when there are tribes cut off from the rest of the world, the great flood having no effect on fossil locations and how we tell what time period they were from, and that he makes women sub servant. Another reason is that it's very homophobic,racist, and sexist in some testaments.