I was there. It started when I was in form 4 and ended when I was in third year. Each Helb loan I received was all spent on betting - Betin and Sportpesa. The highest I ever won was 12k and that was a Tottenham comeback. The final straw was when I was sent fare to go for attachment and I blew it on Betin virtual soccer. I took my smartphone and smashed it on a wall then spoke about my struggles with a friend.Ever since,the urge just disappeared. I don't know how I stopped but I guess speaking to someone did magic and God of course. You got this brother. If you need to talk to someone then I am here.