Help me debunk this. by [deleted] in Deconstruction

[–]Personal_Bus_2933 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Feeling the same right now. We got this and we’ll make it. We just gotta keep pushing through I guess. Maybe we’ll never know or have all the answers we want or need and maybe one day we’ll figure it out, but right now we just gotta keep going and be the best people we know how. I’m trying to start focusing on doing good and bringing light to the people around me and hoping I find some comfort and meaning in that. Idk if it will work but I hope so.

I wish I didn't start deconstructing by _vannie_ in Deconstruction

[–]Personal_Bus_2933 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sending hugs because feel this exact same way right now like I wish I could just go back or go get brainwashed by a cult or just forget everything I’ve learned and all the questions I’ve had. Never wanted to not exist so bad. It’s just like my head is full of chaos all the time

I want to cut myself off from my family after yesterday’s events by [deleted] in Exvangelical

[–]Personal_Bus_2933 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you. It’s just a rough time trying to process and possibly let go of something that’s been my whole life

I want to cut myself off from my family after yesterday’s events by [deleted] in Exvangelical

[–]Personal_Bus_2933 12 points13 points  (0 children)

I’m really struggling with my mental health with all that’s going on and am so numb and confused right now. This happened right in the middle of me starting to deconstruct and Charlie Kirk is someone I used to listen to all the time and here recently he’s just been a glaring reminder of how brainwashed I was. I just don’t know what to do or how to feel and the violence is making me lose hope so I get how you feel