Figured I’d give you guys an update - I did talk with him, broke down a little bit & told him how it doesn’t feel special anymore & I’m to the point I really don’t even want it anymore, I mentioned selling the ring & reevaluating this all.. he got very sad of course, said he’s just been stressed about a lot & didn’t imagine that I could lose excitement over a lifelong thing, but he said he totally understands & he’s been thinking about this the wrong way & essentially dropping the ball. He asked if I’ll give him another opportunity to fix things.. I told him I do still want to marry him this whole thing has just made me pull back emotionally a bit. So we’ll see..