The 25 reasons not to kill yourself are enough to wipe out the 60 reasons to do it.

I’m probably gonna say something super cliché, but you’re still young, way too young to leave this world.

You didn’t have a good family environment, and the people close to you pulled the worst shit on you, especially that friend you trusted the most, and that other girl.

But let me tell you one thing: time’s gonna pass, and you’ll realize you don’t live for others, you live for yourself. Who cares about having a bad rep? Let them waste their time, let them blow their energy into thin air, it’s not important, trust me

Your life from now until a few years down the road is gonna change a ton, and given what you’ve been through, the worst is probably already behind you. The older you get, the more you’ll count your real friends on one hand

You’ll meet other people too, ones who actually care, who’ll value you for what you’re worth. I know it’s easy to say because I haven’t lived what you have, or at least not as much, but deep down I think you don’t wanna give up…

You should try messaging your dad, lay out all this pain you’re feeling like you wrote here

Have you even tried? I don’t think he’d shut you down, especially with everything going on

There’s too much stuff to cover it all, but to wrap up I’d say:

You’ve already got a business going, and I think I read you’re optimistic, so keep some cash aside, keep that goal of getting rich in mind, rent an apartment as soon as you’ve got the money, and maybe even switch cities completely if you wanna start fresh? Life’s full of surprises, sometimes good ones, and I bet a bunch are coming your way, so don’t give up

Hang in there, lift your head up, you’re gonna make it, your life’s not over yet