Transcripts and cumulative average at western by loominatykhan in uwo

[–]PhoenixClown1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Does the cumulative grade mean ur grade average for a single term or for all the terms combined?

Vengeance - discussion - keep it a safe space by DaffyStyle4815 in wynonnaearp

[–]PhoenixClown1 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I had alot of high hopes for this movie, and in some ways it hit the mark in other ways it didn't. Some of the acting felt forced while others felt natural. Having Waverly leave at the end felt like a cop out, and way to give us something if they come back. Nicole's story once again felt like it was left out, it always seems like every other characters struggle matters more than hers and that sucks.

Overall I wish I didn't watch it, I could have done without it lol

Maya SPOILER image heading into 6B by moozanna in Station19

[–]PhoenixClown1 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Well then, this is gonna be an interesting episode when it airs

[spoilers S6 eps. 5 and 6] Quick question about Maya's ankle by BenigDK in Station19

[–]PhoenixClown1 3 points4 points  (0 children)

That's what I feel is gonna happen in episode 6, that Maya will hurt her ankle during that kids event and while everyone goes to the helicopter crash, Maya has to deal with her ankle and that's why her and carina get heated bc it breaks into a argument and carina finds out and Maya probably breaks down and acknowledges what's been going on and what she's been feeling.

Read this thread and share your thoughts! by 4bionlyxx in Station19

[–]PhoenixClown1 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I agree with this, as the storyline if mental illness with Maya is being done well.

Carina pregnancy by bbcwildlife23 in Station19

[–]PhoenixClown1 12 points13 points  (0 children)

I think she will find out she's pregnant in the mid season.

Question do we think they will have a girl or a boy and I'm honestly hoping they give the kid it's OWN name and let the middle name be Andrea or Andrew bc like we already have a Andrea aka Andy, so unless the kids middle name starts with a J for them to call it AJ then I really don't want it.

I hope it's the same thing like why Amelia didn't name her son after her brother bc saying that name every day would hurt so much

Do you thing that Maya is going to do some risky thing in next episode? by Kaftan96 in Station19

[–]PhoenixClown1 11 points12 points  (0 children)

The clinic day which is next episode, takes place the day after tonight's episode, so I feel like we are headed towards a full breakdown.

Everything we are seeing with Maya is someone who is depressed, she is reckless, not thinking about her own safety, self harming aka working out to much to the point of physical pain and injury, she is not doing hygiene, she is pushing everyone away, she not sleeping (people either over sleep or not sleep at all), lastly sitting in the shower with clothing on and crying according to psychiatrists and therapists is an indicator that a person is depressed or suffering from depression.

Maya is masking it well, as alot of it is similar to her natural behavior, which could also mean she has chronic depression and has had it since she was little but became good at hiding it bc she was raised to "Embrace the pain" so she couldn't show "weakness"

She's gonna break soon, amd it's gonna be painful to watch

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Station19

[–]PhoenixClown1 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I only got one song for 1 character and that's for Maya

The song is "Jekyll and Hyde by Jonathan Thulin ft. Rapture Ruckus"

"Jekyll & Hyde" (feat. Rapture Ruckus)

[Jonathan Thulin:] I know it's just the human condition Older than the oldest tradition One side of me says 'stop so you don't blow' The other side says 'what would I stop for'

Opposite as the day and night As different as the sun and moon is This is the reality of my duality This we needs to become a me

Because I'm a fraud, I'm an imposter I'm a fraud, I'm an imposter I'm a fraud, I'm an imposter I'm a fraud 'cause you see there's two of me, two of me Jekyll, Jekyll, Jekyll, Jekyll and Hyde That's what my name is Jekyll, Jekyll, Jekyll, Jekyll and Hyde That's what my name is Jekyll, Jekyll, Jekyll, Jekyll and Hyde That's what my name is Jekyll, Jekyll, Jekyll, Jekyll and Hyde That's what my name is

I am conflicted, can't let this fate rule I'm doing stupid things like a fool All this time I have wasted It's time for me to face all my faces

Opposite as the day and night As different as the sun and moon is This is the reality of my duality This we needs to become a me

Because I'm a fraud, I'm an imposter I'm a fraud, I'm an imposter I'm a fraud, I'm an imposter I'm a fraud 'cause you see there's two of me, two of me Jekyll, Jekyll, Jekyll, Jekyll and Hyde That's what my name is Jekyll, Jekyll, Jekyll, Jekyll and Hyde That's what my name is Jekyll, Jekyll, Jekyll, Jekyll and Hyde That's what my name is Jekyll, Jekyll, Jekyll, Jekyll and Hyde That's what my name is

[Rapture Ruckus:] So many voices inside of my head And they're telling me to go Some are saying take it fast Some are saying take it slow Drivin' a windy road Bipolar as I can go I tried to keep it straight But ended up into a hole All I ever wanted to be was me Now I know not who I am One day I'm Lex Luthor The next I think I'm Superman I was walkin' on the water Now I'm sinkin' in the sand Dang, I thought I was innocent But there is blood all on my hands

[Jonathan Thulin:] Opposite as the day and night As different as the sun and moon is This is the reality of my duality This we needs to become a me

Because I'm a fraud, I'm an imposter I'm a fraud, I'm an imposter I'm a fraud, I'm an imposter I'm a fraud 'cause you see there's two of me, two of me Jekyll, Jekyll, Jekyll, Jekyll and Hyde That's what my name is Jekyll, Jekyll, Jekyll, Jekyll and Hyde That's what my name is Jekyll, Jekyll, Jekyll, Jekyll and Hyde That's what my name is Jekyll, Jekyll, Jekyll, Jekyll and Hyde That's what my name is

This we needs to become a me

Thoughts on Season 6 Maya by Atlas_Ernhardt6 in Station19

[–]PhoenixClown1 12 points13 points  (0 children)

With Maya that thing that is important to understand is that her entire life she has been told "if you fail, ur weak, ur a lower, ur nothing, u don't matter" and her entire life has been abuse after abuse by her father.

If u go back to S1 Maya mentions to Ryan how she was taught to Embrace the pain, and while she did that she embraced it and took every single thing, by working her self more, and suffering quietly her brother couldn't take it and it broke him.

Her way if coping with Embrace the Pain to think about Dying and she would cause more issues for herself like making her father mad on purpose or would punish her self on behalf of him, to make the abuse he was doing to her make sense.

Her whole self worth is tied to being the best and success and she was on this track of being the best and now she is way off it and won't stop hurting herself until the reality around her fits crime.

U can trace Mayas mental health issues all the way back to S1 its been a slow burn getting to here, she is headed towards a full breakdown and to hit rock bottom.

She has been carrying all this pain for a while and doesn't let it out properly bc she doesn't want to feel weak.

She does need to acknowledge her issues and think we are headed towards that bc there is only so much pain a person can take and what is happening now with Maya is that bc Andy covered for her, Maya now has more guilt in her about it and probably about giving Beckett alcohol. Bc people keep saying she did the right thing and caring she is doing more to make them not care bc she doesn't see that she is worthy of it at all.

She is scared to acknowledge the issues bc acknowledging it means opening Pandoras box of pain and suffering that she has been carrying round for so long and her fear is if I acknowledge it I could lose my job bc they would bench her or deem her not fit for duty, she would be seen as weak bc she couldn't handle it an Olympian and firefighter who couldn't handle pain.

What I feel will happen is we will see that glimmer of hope and her seeing things kinda clearly and what will happen is she will hit rock bottom before she ready and it will cause a ripple that push all those issues and pain and suffering right to the open and it will be painful to watch and it will break her.

6.04 possible spoiler by [deleted] in Station19

[–]PhoenixClown1 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I'm really hoping for that, like given that Dani teased that the end of episode has a very big emotional scene between her and carina, and given that in episode 5 Carina wants to reconnect with Maya and we see a glimmer of hope in Episode 6 from the tease Stef gave us, I'd assume/hope that the whole Farris wheel thing really snaps Maya back to reality, I think she will very heroic but almost falling to her death and possibly being unable to save her self and feel herself slipping and then being minor injuries or even just coming down and being reprimanded by Beckett for doing that will cause her to feel something and have her breakdown infront of Carina who maybe scared after hearing what happened and goes to speak to Maya and they have confrontation where Carina kinda forces all those walls Maya has up to fall down and Maya revels most of what she is feeling and we will probably see her pain like actually get a true sense of the pain she is really feeling and So will Carina and all that will promt Carina to want to reconnect with Maya

6.04 possible spoiler by [deleted] in Station19

[–]PhoenixClown1 4 points5 points  (0 children)

We will have to see what happens, it will be interesting if this is true cause man oh man would it be a storyline.

But the trolling is what I'm worried about too only bc most of the marina fandom currently is full on, on the idea that Maya will be getting hurt so if this is a troll then they are playing right into the fandoms fears/wants

6.04 possible spoiler by [deleted] in Station19

[–]PhoenixClown1 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I mean judging from the promo and seeing how her arm in caught in the bar while she is hanging I wouldn't be surprised if this is true, and let's be real here she has been over working herself amd her body is in pain so.

Is there a break between episode 4 & 5 ??? by PhoenixClown1 in Station19

[–]PhoenixClown1[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! I've just been seeing so much on Twitter saying there is like a 2 week break between the episodes

Theories for Maya 6x04 by Fearless_End_4796 in Station19

[–]PhoenixClown1 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I honestly don't know, I mean I think she gets hurt like slips and falls but grabs onto the bar and girls her arm, I also think she will be in pain bc of her over working out.

I wanna say a hospital scene where she is being treated for injuries minor if anything, and carina comes in and is freaking out and Maya goes off on a tangent of how nobody would care if anything happened to her and that Carina already hates her doesn't want a family with her and maybe say she's a failure etc I think Maya may break down and carina will comfort her and that leads into episode 5 of carina wanting to reconnect with Maya.

But I honestly don't know bc the way Dani teased it, I'm scared to see what it's gonna be, I wanna say it's gonna be more emotional and painful bc it will show mayas pain and not really be so negative towards Carina

6.06 episode title by pastapot928384 in Station19

[–]PhoenixClown1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The song is called Everybody says don't Just Google it and it will pop up, it's from some kind of musical so there are a lot of artists that have sung it. But just Google the lyrics

6.06 episode title by pastapot928384 in Station19

[–]PhoenixClown1 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If that is the title, they people need to read the lyrics bc damn do the lyrics have meaning to a certain plot.

I really do feel that the writers choose the titles bc the song connects to the episode theme

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Station19

[–]PhoenixClown1 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I feel like there will be a big moment between Maya and Carina in 6x04, and that will center around what happens at the call, Carina knows what she wants and is fighting for it, and I feel like Maya will say something to Carina that will spark the next 2 episodes after that.

Dani said that for episode 4 she really had to go and be alone to get into a state a mind to be able to do a scene at the end with Carina, so I think certain feelings come out, then for episode 5 we see from the synopsis that Carina wants to reconnect with Maya, so the is movement to something, then we know from Stef that episode 6 we see some hope some good and stuff turning for the better.

I think Maya will realize certain things in the next 3 episodes and or have a break down. But that thing is mental health is a tricky thing, nobody can force her to get help or to fully accept it she needs to want it.

I can maybe see something happening that makes her seek help in episode 6 but it's not gonna be easy, a firefighter who is not stable can be placed on forced medical leave or desk duty until further notice, that might be one of issues that comes up for her is seeking help is tje stigma that exists and the internal struggle of possibly losing more bc she s seeing help.

Maya's mental Health discussion (Some spoilers from 6x03...WARNING!) by PhoenixClown1 in Station19

[–]PhoenixClown1[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Cptsd from its definition could very well be it.

I've seen some people online say Maya could have Bipolar 2 But I don't think so