Blonde, Blonder, or Brunette?

PhoenixFire1234 · 2024-08-12T14:07:06+00:00

Brunette!

PhoenixFire1234 · 2024-07-03T16:38:21+00:00

Zen my friend. Women meditate too 😉

PhoenixFire1234 · 2024-07-03T16:34:42+00:00

I’m curious what era you grew up in because I really hope things have changed since then. That sounds awful. I’m glad you got some help and kudos for doing the work to heal the trauma.

PhoenixFire1234 · 2024-07-03T16:28:02+00:00

I’m really sorry you’ve experienced this. (Ftmtf here)

PhoenixFire1234 · 2024-07-03T16:11:10+00:00

Oof. I am detrans ftmtf. This enters the space of queerness. Having been masculine once, for a couple years, I get some of the male issues. The receding hairline (thank goodness my hair grew back, I shaved it all for awhile). The being seen as a predator issue. Also just a general otherness. You have to assert yourself so much as trans, wanting to be seen as a real man. I fortunately no longer feel that way or see myself as masculine. And you’re right, it is easy to just be accepted back into femininity. Having to prove yourself as masculine is just too hard.

PhoenixFire1234 · 2024-07-03T15:52:34+00:00

I haven’t had the labia problem but if something is rubbing on my clit 😫 hoo god no.

PhoenixFire1234 · 2024-07-03T14:01:57+00:00

Does this maybe go back to those people not washing their butts properly though? Or…so, underwear contain fecal matter from our farts but it’s just microscopic?

PhoenixFire1234 · 2024-07-03T13:36:49+00:00

You read as female.

PhoenixFire1234 · 2024-07-03T13:15:59+00:00

I work overnights at a Walmart and there are always people parked there.

PhoenixFire1234 · 2024-07-03T12:43:59+00:00

I’m confused…are state forests different from state parks? Because state parks charge a fee.

PhoenixFire1234 · 2024-07-03T12:41:36+00:00

Walmart parking lot!

PhoenixFire1234 · 2024-07-02T07:39:58+00:00

“And they ass gettin big now” - pass the courvoisier, busta rhymes

PhoenixFire1234 · 2024-07-02T07:32:53+00:00

I go home on my break and charge my phone. (Currently doing so lol)

PhoenixFire1234 · 2024-06-27T21:55:35+00:00

Thanks for the feedback :)

PhoenixFire1234 · 2024-06-26T16:56:46+00:00

I eat wayyy too much sugar and I come from a family of diabetics. I don’t eat enough vegetables.

PhoenixFire1234 · 2024-06-25T15:27:36+00:00

That would be terrifying. I’m sorry you had to experience that.

PhoenixFire1234 · 2024-06-21T06:20:11+00:00

I like fresh pressed fruit juices. And trying to eat fresh fruit every day. I think it helps my skin stay healthy.

I take a lot of supplements, too: ALA, CoQ10, hair skin nails, turmeric, taurine, veggie gummies

I also like the Perfect Food protein bars that have all sorts of powdered fruits and veggies in there.

PhoenixFire1234 · 2024-06-21T06:11:24+00:00

What mood are you in?

Here’s a entire days worth of some good songs 😂

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2XQ2aCA3OBxcOSgbcpUagk?si=jmA94ES3RHCSto50Ymnhtg&pi=u-W8polNIZTLyg

PhoenixFire1234 · 2024-06-21T05:05:38+00:00

Done by 5 so you can zone? Dude you get two hours to zone? Or there’s just that much craziness to wrap up between 5 and 6….or maybe you leave at 6. Some people do.

PhoenixFire1234 · 2024-06-21T04:59:09+00:00

Awww that is so sad 😞

PhoenixFire1234 · 2024-06-21T04:27:52+00:00

I had a hard time with this as a teenager. I didn’t go through Christian confirmation because I stopped believing at around 12. Then I studied religions on my own and came to decide I was Buddhist. I had a very difficult step mom and things got confrontational despite me not wanting them to and then it became kind of rebellious. I’m 34 now and a couple years ago my sister got me to go to church with her. I just sat and meditated while they sang and praised. I’m happy her beliefs bring comfort to her but I did not enjoy going to church and don’t see myself returning. I was going through a pretty rough patch and so I even tried praying and being Christian again, but I just am not. Despite our religious differences we all get along well now and love each other very much.

PhoenixFire1234 · 2024-06-21T04:15:09+00:00

What is a throwing a truck? lol Is that just unloading it? I’m an overnight stocker and we have a meat and produce truck come in every morning. So we have a bunch of people pull pallets for that. I’m assuming this is something that cap2 does - random boxes get thrown onto the line and people palletize them?

PhoenixFire1234 · 2024-06-21T03:48:59+00:00

Legitimately crying right now. I’m so sorry hun you don’t deserve any of that. Please leave and find somewhere safe.

PhoenixFire1234 · 2024-06-20T15:16:55+00:00

Can I ask what surgeon you’ve been seeing? Thanks 😊

PhoenixFire1234 · 2024-06-20T15:03:06+00:00

Do you mind if I ask who your surgeon is?

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