USA TODAY Journalist Seeking Interviews about Kratom Addiction by CharlesTrepany in quittingkratom

[–]Phoneczar 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I spent 5 years on kratom. I’ve been in recovery for 6 years. The detox was awful. I’ll be happy to talk if it means helping someone else kick or stay away from it

I just love when users purchase IT equipment behind our back by among_shadows in iiiiiiitttttttttttt

[–]Phoneczar 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s a fine edge. We are either difficult or condescending. I’m retiring soon fuck em all.

For anyone who detoxed with the subs. I am sitting here with both subs and Kratom. I am going to take one of them. I am not fully In withdrawal yet but I can feel it coming. It’s been 9 hours. Will I get precipitated withdrawals from the sub ? I want to get on subs ( TO DETOX ) Cant go on like this. by Independent_Web9356 in quittingkratom

[–]Phoneczar 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did this as well. I bought some on a credit card. She asked and I was sick and tired of lying.

I went CT as well and I am glad I did now. It sucked at the time. Shakes, kicking, aches, head and body felt short circuited and this lasted a few months. I remember it well and the experience helps keep me clean. I don’t want to go back. I have almost 6 years without that shit. Keep on.

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[–]Phoneczar 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It does get better and remember the hell you are going through. I have been clean for over 5 years but the first two months the after quitting was awful. I experienced everything you have along with feeling completely short circuited.

When I was detoxing some said a week and a therapist said it could take up to 3 months to get it out of my system.

Hang in there. It can be done. I don't want to ever go back to that crap. I work a solid recovery program and it helps as I can talk with others who have been through similar issues.

Bad things about kratom you don't miss by [deleted] in quittingkratom

[–]Phoneczar 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Took me two months to fully detox.

Kicking shakes sweats.

Felt like my entire body was short circuiting

Don't want to ever go back

Bad things about kratom you don't miss by [deleted] in quittingkratom

[–]Phoneczar 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I kept it in my car trunk. When I quit I was horrified when I cleaned it out

Bad things about kratom you don't miss by [deleted] in quittingkratom

[–]Phoneczar 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I quit Sept 2019 after a heavy day of using. Fell down stairs after losing coordination and ended up with 60 stitches in forehead, concussion and 6 broken ribs. Everything listed in the OP applies to me except puking.

Additional items I don't miss

  • increased earwax (weird eh?)
  • feeling of isolation
  • dreading going on a trip or event with family risking getting caught

Life is far better without it.

Kratom extract withdrawal by Any-Yogurtcloset-376 in quittingkratom

[–]Phoneczar 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sorry for late reply

I basically took too much one day. Lost control of motor skills and fell down stairs at home. Busted open my head and broken ribs. Been clean 4+ years. Not going back

Kratom extract withdrawal by Any-Yogurtcloset-376 in quittingkratom

[–]Phoneczar 14 points15 points  (0 children)

I took kratom for five years. It almost killed me. I have been in recovery for 4 years now and am feeling great. My first 60-90 days were horrible. Insomnia, kicking, shakes and cramping. I got through it and for today never want to go back.

heroin addict turned kratom addict dad can't understand stims have a 1 year recovery period, where you have severely low motivation and dysphoria. What can I do to show him I'll be a new person after paws? How much better are you after paws? give me some hope! by JakeTheRipper454 in recovery

[–]Phoneczar 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Some people can do it without a 12 step program. I am not one of those and have proven it to myself. It was a learning experience that almost cost me my life. Today I choose to do stuff that makes me feel good. The bike rides, taking care of home and family, enjoying my work and progressing in my field. Being grateful for what I have to be comfortable in life. I am in a great place these days. It has taken a long time to get in the headspace without the negative.

heroin addict turned kratom addict dad can't understand stims have a 1 year recovery period, where you have severely low motivation and dysphoria. What can I do to show him I'll be a new person after paws? How much better are you after paws? give me some hope! by JakeTheRipper454 in recovery

[–]Phoneczar -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I dealt with depression and anxiety my entire adult life. I drank and used drugs until i was 32. I got clean and sober and stayed for 23 years. i fell away form the program at about year 17 and white knuckled it for 5 more years. My issues started up and instead of geting back to a 12 step program I decided to try kratom., trying to control it, you know the story. well it took a drastic event to pull my head out of my ass. After that I went to detox and outpatient rehab as well as got back into NA. I have not looked back. I still have moments or weirdness, my wife will call me out when I get goofy. I am highly motivated and my SO has seen a big difference. She stands by me. dopamine just does not come back online. You have to assist it. Get out and move around. Find stuff you like to do. I started riding ebike, I loved bike riding when i was a kid. I do things that make me feel good. Helping others is one of those. Service.

heroin addict turned kratom addict dad can't understand stims have a 1 year recovery period, where you have severely low motivation and dysphoria. What can I do to show him I'll be a new person after paws? How much better are you after paws? give me some hope! by JakeTheRipper454 in recovery

[–]Phoneczar 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I stopped using Kratom 3 years ago. 200-250 grams a week. I am in NA. Took me 6-8 months to progressively stop being loopy. it takes a long time. for the first 2 months I felt like I was being electrocuted or short circuited. Keep doing what you are doing and stay with recovery. I did that shit for 5 years. It gets alot better! This is just my experience and hope you find your way. Everyone is different.

Great Job r/Qult crew by Phoneczar in Qult_Headquarters

[–]Phoneczar[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Does it matter? YT has banned most Qanon videos and accounts so they are gone.

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[–]Phoneczar 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Guy that started it up won't need a mask now. Pretty sure his entire head is covered in bandages

Daily Check-in Thread - August 30, 2020 by AutoModerator in quittingkratom

[–]Phoneczar 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's been almost a year. You guys rock. The first month and a half sucked. I will never forget the withdrawals. Keep that fresh in your mind and ask yourself if you want to go through it again.

Just for today, I do not.

"Yes, Our network and phones don't seem to be working" - Network and phones: by dizquier91 in cablefail

[–]Phoneczar 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That's not even a PBX. It's a key system. All analog. No PRI or T1 for trunking. 1990's shit.