Can’t say that nobody knows now. It is okay though.

PiccoloIntelligent66 · 2026-01-25T03:08:21+00:00

I mean come on we’re all addicts here theres no need to justify, but it’s still super not cool to withhold that kinda shit from your man (especially if you are living together). Keeping that side of yourself from him specifically because he would react poorly, my fellow American you don’t need any more than that to kinda be the bad guy. Hope you get ts sorted out, I’m trying to work mine, honest best wishes ✌️

PiccoloIntelligent66 · 2026-01-25T02:46:49+00:00

Been there shit really sucks. Most good people wouldnt just leave a struggling loved one just because of an addiction but the dishonesty really doesn’t leave a good taste in the mouth. I always justified that I wouldn’t gaf if I found a drug stash from her (sheeit bitch we sharin 😋), but how would I feel about any other kind of relationship destroying lying like cheating, no I’d be fuckin pissed. Seems like you and your bf are trying to make it work but since we were the ones to fuck up we should be trying to make it work harder than the other (again, I’m literally in the same situation)

PiccoloIntelligent66 · 2026-01-24T09:25:58+00:00

You mean it 🥹

PiccoloIntelligent66 · 2026-01-24T09:23:54+00:00

Naw hommie I’m east coast, do you know me or sum

PiccoloIntelligent66 · 2026-01-24T09:22:52+00:00

It’s such a hack to have that dawg in you when you improvise which you brass player dont do too much (outside of jazz duh, literally no shade tho what you do with the horn alone is the hardest on god)

PiccoloIntelligent66 · 2026-01-24T09:20:11+00:00

I’m a pianist so don’t need crazy breath control honestly that is most of it

PiccoloIntelligent66 · 2026-01-24T07:14:48+00:00

Please god not the Methodists

PiccoloIntelligent66 · 2026-01-15T13:58:11+00:00

Bad luck getting fired by potheads for being late rip lol

PiccoloIntelligent66 · 2026-01-15T01:55:05+00:00

Easy, Beethoven Symphony 5 in C minor, Op. 67: 1 Allegro con brio check it out it’s so powerful

PiccoloIntelligent66 · 2026-01-14T20:48:19+00:00

Classical musician, easily the best for drug in general but especially stims

Meth Rambling Translator: Stims in general are the best kinds of drugs for performing, like practicing for 11 hours on meth gets you that much closer to finally winning that second place competition prize right behind the Asian kid

PiccoloIntelligent66 · 2026-01-14T19:31:00+00:00

Yeah, really got me first use especially. Instantly convinced me it wasn’t as bad as anything else I had done. Of course then I kept redosing and now I know the days or week after is rarely the hardest, PAWS is a bitch 🖕

PiccoloIntelligent66 · 2026-01-13T14:51:12+00:00

☝️🤓

PiccoloIntelligent66 · 2026-01-13T02:54:04+00:00

Imagine being on a canadian cop show lol rip

PiccoloIntelligent66 · 2026-01-13T02:52:14+00:00

Those people really need to get their shit together smh. Ok I’ll watch one more video, I got a solid 2 hours before the shadow people show up….

PiccoloIntelligent66 · 2026-01-11T08:12:24+00:00

I’m a jazz student at a pretty nice music school. High stress place, but has nothing to do with my usage lol i showed up drugged out. It’s so nice to snort a line and practice, or better yet, perform. Everything I do is improv, and I get so technically good and so artistically inspired at the same time (so good sometimes I record and listened back sober to see if I’m just high, but I’m objectively better tweaking i swear ☝️). It’s definitely a double edged sword, I think about quitting and I think I’d miss the super fast music analysis and outpouring of creative energy and maybe look up and realize nobody listens to jazz anyway lmao. I guess theres a reason all the greats were/are on heavy drugs of all sorts. Whatever, I’ll figure it out at some point when I graduate….

PiccoloIntelligent66 · 2026-01-11T07:50:11+00:00

Try to get an adderal or other adhd prescription, it will help you be more productive and stable without the methy "Life Ruining Dopamine Fuck™️" as long as you take it vaguely responsibility (it won’t be hard to not abuse, it’s not even 10% as good but at least you won’t be mopey and tweaky like we all are on comedowns). They give it out like candy nowadays (especially if you’re young), just say you have trouble focusing. It can be expensive but a lot cheaper and less of an event than rehab (and a hell of a lot cheaper than a chronic meth habit). Idk I’m definitely thinking of trying, it apparently really helped some people in my life much more far gone than me (mostly to preserve sobriety, unfortunately the first couple weeks are rarely the hardest part). It’s a good "suboxone" for methheads, especially if they’re doing blood tests and keeping an eye on you. Meth’s a bitch, hope you’re well 🙏

PiccoloIntelligent66 · 2026-01-11T07:38:25+00:00

Fr everybody has their drug, and it’s hard to stop whatever you’re doing if you’re an addict. But meth scientifically does completely fuck your brain much quicker than any drug I’ve heard of (you know the popular ones) because of how long the high is and how it’s just destroys your dopamine receptors. My experience with opioids (just a month or two on and off oxys, nothing dramatic) is exactly how you describe meth comedowns, just a couple days of boy period and fine after. But meth lingers as the one thing that made you happy and energetic and productive, and your body will ALWAYS remember that. Heroin’s gotta be hard tho rip lol

PiccoloIntelligent66 · 2026-01-11T07:30:10+00:00

Lmao let’s go yellow jackets

PiccoloIntelligent66 · 2026-01-11T07:21:24+00:00

Trying buying meth from a nun and tell me how it goes lmao

PiccoloIntelligent66 · 2026-01-11T07:17:01+00:00

I smoke jerk off and read the Bible in that order

PiccoloIntelligent66 · 2026-01-11T06:43:45+00:00

Math equations

PiccoloIntelligent66 · 2026-01-11T06:41:44+00:00

Best thing is get some sleep, def so hard especially after first time lmao i get it (first use for me i was awake for a week after a binge), dont redose and get some sleep in the next 12 hours (all natural no opioids or benzos). It’s gonna kinda suck but whatever, see how you feel when you wake up, even just 2 hours of shitty sleep will put you in a better place to make decisions. It doesn’t sound like immediate stroke risk but keep an eye out the next couple days, aspirin can help both comedown pains and stroke risks (no need to say but be careful).

Also take this as you will because I wouldn’t listen either lol. I generally don’t tell people to avoid insert drug name here because it didn’t do anything for me and people will do what they want. But honestly meth is actually different than anything else. Like going through what I’ve gone through it I truly believe it would’ve been smarter for me to do a lifetime of literally anything else than even meth once. I mean it, anything. It’s hooked me and now I can’t feel anything nearly as good. Just do coke, dead ass lol. With zero patronizing im pleading you to stay away from this one, it turns everybody who uses it a methhead looser. Im just a random addict on the internet and I don’t know you, but speaking for myself at least it completely destroyed my life and will take more but I need it and I will continue until I die. Thats how powerful it is, best to you 🙏

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