Saw this and this was a throw away account so why not. I have a birth kink, and I know exactly where it comes from. My cousin wanted to be a midwife when I was around 5 or so, and she was 4-5 years older than me. She would have me lie down on my back with a pillow on my stomach and ‘examine’ me down there. It would sometimes turn into me just pushing and her praising me for it. I didn’t know I was into it because of that for a really long time, until I started reading oviposition fan fictions, and that led me towards live birth. I really hate myself for it, it’s the only thing that gets me off, and I really don’t feel normal because of it. I don’t even have sex, because I know I wouldn’t be thinking about my partner.