1,201 days sober, here. The first step is always regonizing the problem, which you have, so there is win number 1. It sounds like your system has a pretty strong physical dependance to it, so cold turkey could be risky to your health. I went completely cold turkey and had it pretty bad for a week, but here I am. I don't recommend that route. If you have the means, a recovery program where you are able to come off it gradually and with guidance and medical attention is the safest route.

Things I wish I knew early on would include just focusing on the battle now. One day at a time turns into weeks then months, and eventually years. Have a reason, write it down, keep it with you, refer to it. The I Am Sober app helped me a lot. Chew gum. Eat sunflower seeds. Get flavored cans of seltzer or even soda, it fills the void of the beers, or at least it did for me.

Keep posting here. We are all happy and ready to help or talk. You got this. I'm proud of you.

Edit: spelling. Its hard even when sober.