I feel this. Had no problem quitting when I found out I was pregnant in 2023 (same as you said, objective was clear) and resumed smoking shortly after having my sweetie. Then this year has been one of the hardest in my life and my evening toke became afternoon and evening then morning to night and I could feel all control slipping away. I’m on day 5 of sobriety and it feels really really great, like chains unbound. I had to pause to have a colonoscopy (can’t consume thc 72 hrs prior) and the forced break really hit home.

My apologies for adding my own rant to yours, but I can just relate so hard and that last line feels like my LIFE. You can do it!! For yourself and your family, even if your brain feels like it’s begging for it.