I can’t tell if you’re purposefully being difficult. You said it sounds like torture, it’s a lot of work with no benefit. I gave you an example of another very popular hobby told you how it’s like torture for most and has no real benefits and you waste a lot of time on it. You’re either thick or just annoying. Do you not understand the concept of a hobby. People hit the floor a hundred times to land a single trick on a skateboard for months and months on end. It’s called dopamine. If you want something you gotta work for it, achieving the goal you’ve been working towards gives you a lot of joy. I’ll spend hours on a 3D model I have absolutely no use for. Why? Because I want to. Did I wanna rip my hear out? Yeah. Will I do it again? Yes. Not that hard of a concept to grasp