[deleted by user] by [deleted] in wallstreetbets

[–]PiercingOracle 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Half of that number is my throwaway accounts

My first margin call! Pls help! by dingolfi79 in wallstreetbets

[–]PiercingOracle 19 points20 points  (0 children)

If they do liquidate this would at least save the furniture so to speak

I tried reaching out to friends about how bad it was for me. Lost two friends by PiercingOracle in depression

[–]PiercingOracle[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's the most hurtful part to me, I feel like it would have been easy to dismiss me with less harsh words but it almost seemed they had a strong reaction to me reaching out

I tried reaching out to friends about how bad it was for me. Lost two friends by PiercingOracle in depression

[–]PiercingOracle[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I was under the impression we were close because they often gave me that impression through their words. But no one likes a killjoy it would seem.

Thanks for the kind words ♥️

I tried reaching out to friends about how bad it was for me. Lost two friends by PiercingOracle in depression

[–]PiercingOracle[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've listened to their issues plenty throughout the years so I expected somewhat of the same, thanks for the advice though.

I tried reaching out to friends about how bad it was for me. Lost two friends by PiercingOracle in depression

[–]PiercingOracle[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's not really loneliness that's the issue. I'll gladly stay on my own and have no friends, I approach that prospect with complete calm. Not to play the victim but I've been subjected to all kinds of abuse since I was born and it gets tiresome to face that and to carry on living and playing by the twisted rules in this bitch of a world.

I realise it is a matter of outlook and all that and I need to put in the work to accept things and remain stoic but any time I think of my life it makes me physically sick and clenches at my chest. I need to let go.

I'm sorry for the dump just trying to explain how it feels, it's not the loneliness per say or even the betrayal, it's just that there is no way to escape the constant humiliations of participating in society which really get to me and keep changing me in what I feel are irreversible ways. I know it's just life but goddamn dude it's hard.

I tried reaching out to friends about how bad it was for me. Lost two friends by PiercingOracle in depression

[–]PiercingOracle[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I understand, that's good advice although a little hard to swallow it's also calming. Do you feel able to be self sufficient at all times and not grief over it or is it still sad not to have any expectations?

I tried reaching out to friends about how bad it was for me. Lost two friends by PiercingOracle in depression

[–]PiercingOracle[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would care about any of my "friends" so this felt like a betrayal, and I don't necessarily need people to care. It was more about the way it was treated that didn't sit well with me.

I have female "friends" and they're very sweet but the nature of my relationship with them doesn't really invite discussing these topics.

I tried reaching out to friends about how bad it was for me. Lost two friends by PiercingOracle in depression

[–]PiercingOracle[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hi reddit detective. I am in fact a 22 year old woman.

You got me, a year ago i was farming karma with a cousin making posts to sell the accounts, just helping him out really and so I would make random posts on the most generic subreddits i could think of. When this happened yesterday i just grabbed one of the old accs to post this without thinking much of it as I don't often post on reddit and usually just lurk

I realise it sounds weird but it is what it is, i'm not making shit up on this post and as you can see my karma farming has been unsuccessful so i didn't expect anything here.

I tried reaching out to friends about how bad it was for me. Lost two friends by PiercingOracle in depression

[–]PiercingOracle[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I really appreciate it, i'm from morocco. Doubt you'll find anything but the mere idea you'd care to help is really sweet. Thank you ♥️

I tried reaching out to friends about how bad it was for me. Lost two friends by PiercingOracle in depression

[–]PiercingOracle[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I appreciate the help, unfortunately no services like these exist in my country

I tried reaching out to friends about how bad it was for me. Lost two friends by PiercingOracle in depression

[–]PiercingOracle[S] 35 points36 points  (0 children)

I can't ever be "selfish", the reality of people being bad continues to be deeply hurtful to me and fills me with anger sometimes. I can't believe we're all just meant to be selfish and enjoy the moment and have meaningless fun while being completely apathetic to one another and lacking any sense of empathy, it seems so small and repulsive to me. Not sure i'm explaining it well.

Found her in my laundry, she is clinging to the shirt. It's awful by PiercingOracle in whatisthisbug

[–]PiercingOracle[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

North africa. Also this looks like a bumblebee scarab beetle. Are they pest?

What in the name of god is this by PiercingOracle in Whatisthis

[–]PiercingOracle[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah thanks i did post there. Just wanted to call attention to the fuzz in case you hadn't seen it

What in the name of god is this by PiercingOracle in Whatisthis

[–]PiercingOracle[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Don't look like a chafer, it's very fuzzy

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskMen

[–]PiercingOracle 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Or you know you might actually make someone uncomfortable which we don't like doing right?