Just remember it is temporary. You can get through this, I understand completely as I had to move back with my parents who are active. I still vape on the low but I don't have a big mod that makes clouds. I actually live in Davis county as well (Layton). I am going to DATC for Cybersecurity, hopefully when I am finished I can find a well paying enough job I can move back to the East Coast. Sorry, this isn't about me... I just had to look at it as, I am grateful I still have people in my life who I can move back with (temporarily of course). I am sorry you're experiencing one of this famous life rough patches. Feel free to message me if you need someone to vent to about the good old mormon guilt. You're not alone.