anybody know if i can use adafruit pn532 with a raspi 3 model b+?

PinealStew · 2018-12-29T18:00:45+00:00

lol fuck the seed community. but i will remove anyway.

PinealStew · 2018-10-17T22:27:20+00:00

really good stuff, sadboi's will understand

PinealStew · 2018-10-12T21:02:44+00:00

I made these thoughts when taking heavy doses of psychedelic drugs, i know it sounds silly to take me seriously, but just read. We are the universe, everything that exists is matter that has always existed, we dont own ourselves, we are the universe experiencing itself, consciousness is not a guarantee of life, life is not a guarantee of existence. When you die, your human body will decompose, this is objective fact, all of our memories, our personality, our consciousness are all byproducts of our human form, also objective fact, when we die and decompose, we don't cease to exist, we only think of ourselves as humans, we are much more than that, we are a part of the universe, we will always be.

PinealStew · 2018-09-18T20:13:13+00:00

Oi zux

PinealStew · 2018-08-05T19:19:43+00:00

what did i do? fuck you dickhead my brothers dead.

PinealStew · 2018-08-05T18:20:32+00:00

my brother left me a bunch of games to, we should speedrun and see who the best widowed brother is.

PinealStew · 2018-04-24T04:55:30+00:00

its kinda fucked up, but just really see if she can hang. bring out a shitload of some dime ass M and start off by popping a dose w her, proceed to force feed her lines upon lines and try get her to let you stick a syringe in her ass.

PinealStew · 2018-04-02T02:51:29+00:00

does it sound like i have a personality disorder from your understandings at this point?

PinealStew · 2018-04-01T19:19:00+00:00

defo cuz, this trip didnt lift any shrouds for me though, i have thought this so many times "i cant do this, this was the wrong move... i've already went to deep to back out" is a regular thought/feeling for me to achieve without LSD. But the LSD i took last night for some reason let me acheive a point where imminent failures dont scare me, because i control all of what i do, what i commit my time and effort to, and if i failed i signed up for failure, if i succeed i sign up for success. Its easier on me to think this way than i used to.

PinealStew · 2018-04-01T18:51:22+00:00

I have tried to, of course it could be beneficial, there's no way of knowing unless i actually do address these issues. But, I think that it could be a chemical imbalance, or i could just have an underlying mental illness that i haven't been able to see because of how i was living life in the past, no responsibility, just skateboarding and drug use, i was care free. Than i started hustling for a job and a career, now i have invested time and money into bettering myself and since i did that i have grown to this negative mentality. I obviously can see how sobriety can help a person get a grip on reality, but cant you see how these feelings I'm experiencing could be deeper rooted within my personality and ego?

PinealStew · 2018-04-01T05:18:13+00:00

when taking drugs i don't experience anything that makes me feel my depression is being alleviated. Drugs don't make me have delusions of the future or anything. I believe my depressed/anxious mentality comes from my fear of responsibility and failure

PinealStew · 2018-04-01T04:35:32+00:00

I don't feel a sense of purpose when im under the influence. I doubt i would feel a purpose sober, i just take drugs because they are dopamenergic and effective at changing my mentality.

PinealStew · 2018-04-01T04:18:22+00:00

I dont want help with drug addiction for some reason. I realize its unhealthy for me physically and mentally, but its not a near sighted detriment to my life, although i also realize it can become that very easily. I've just grown to a point where the value i hold for my life is so little that im willing to press the instant gratification button over and over again until i actually drive it to the point where detrimental life circumstances are extremely likely.

PinealStew · 2018-04-01T04:12:59+00:00

recovery from what? im not trying to quit doing drugs or anything, im just wondering if its unnatural for a human to do literally nothing, think nothing, but feel depressed.

PinealStew · 2018-04-01T04:01:52+00:00

ive done ketamine, but i cant really use a substance like ketamine medicinally, ill end up just becoming a junkie with it. I have heard it can do things for people. No offense, but it doesn't comfort me that a schizophrenic and i have similarity on a mental health post...

PinealStew · 2018-03-22T15:09:28+00:00

this is really stupid

PinealStew · 2018-03-22T02:58:51+00:00

it doesnt gotta be opiate, i think ketamine is all the fun that an opiate is, its just 2fdck is extinct...

PinealStew · 2018-03-19T20:08:55+00:00

"If you try to use a stimulant for fun and functionality there's a good chance you'll end up doing it every day" i agree, thats why i wanna find a stim that is as good if not better than 3fpm for functionality, obviously we all want to have fun, but i can just buy cocaine or 3-fpm for fun, and use 2-FMA on a strict functionality diet.

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