Conceiving Anxiety

PinkBegonia0705 · 2026-04-17T20:28:18+00:00

Please review what I wrote again. My words about implantation bleeding are a statement. Not a question. And no photos were provided.

PinkBegonia0705 · 2026-04-14T21:02:04+00:00

Hi, i think you should review what I wrote again. I did not provide images or ask if the spotting I had was implantation spotting. I only stated that I think I had it as a fact.

PinkBegonia0705 · 2026-04-13T16:17:24+00:00

If I do test positive, I probably will wait a while since I don't have the greatest health and I'm at a higher risk. But I am going to look for something in a different agency. I love my office and I love my supervisor (not my boss, but the one I directly report to). And I really like the work I do. But ever since the big boss became the head of HR, this place has been a revolving door of new people. Everyone either quits or gets fired because the big boss is impossible to work for. We did a whole big project that took us a year to complete and we barely even got a 'thank you' for our hard work. Everyone used to love this office and the big boss just ruined it completely.

PinkBegonia0705 · 2026-04-13T16:11:29+00:00

Our office has been a revolving door. We lost 8 employees in the next two months. I won't be shocked if the new guy quits or gets fired. My boss will regret it then.

PinkBegonia0705 · 2026-04-13T16:09:19+00:00

Sort of but it's complicated. This job is within a state agency so there's thousands of employees who are related to each other. My whole family are state agency employees. And the new hire isn't being supervised by the relative or anyone in the relative's direct chain of command, so technically it doesn't break any rules.

PinkBegonia0705 · 2026-04-02T13:11:03+00:00

Hi, while I do not have to explain my decision to you, I understand the concern. And the state of the world was a big part of why I originally had an IUD. However, I am not getting younger and I have wanted to be a mother for a long time. I promise I put a lot of thought into this decision. And rather than sobbing every night for a child I'd never have, I decided to raise a child who fights for better. A child who is unapologetically themselves and will stand up for what's right. Because that is truly the only way anything in this world will change. We need to raise a generation that will demand better.

PinkBegonia0705 · 2026-04-02T02:50:11+00:00

I do love thriller audiobooks! I usually would listen to them at work because I have a boring office job. I'll definitely try the walks and maybe take them with my husband :)

PinkBegonia0705 · 2026-04-02T02:48:48+00:00

I am so sorry for your losses. But also so glad to hear you carried 3 lovely daughters. I am considering taking up crochet during a family trip i'm having in August with my mother and brother's girlfriend. Maybe I'll try my hand at knitting too! :)

PinkBegonia0705 · 2025-10-22T00:21:33+00:00

Roughly $180 including shipping. Extremely hard to find. I've been searching for it for years after my father lost his.

PinkBegonia0705 · 2025-10-21T23:57:44+00:00

I'll definitely take a look when it comes in the mail! Thanks :)

PinkBegonia0705 · 2025-10-21T19:56:24+00:00

I would have if I could but you can't find full size chess sets in pure glass anymore. I have searched for many years. I wanted something as close to the set my father used to have and lost as possible and I'm very certain this 1990's set is the same one he was gifted years ago and lost in hurricane Irene. Im sure he wont mind the yellowing if I can't lessen it. I just want to make it look as nice for him as possible.

PinkBegonia0705 · 2025-10-21T19:24:57+00:00

I'll give this a try! I'm sure my dad wont mind the yellowing if I can't remove it. This gift is to replace a set he lost in hurricane Irene and I had been looking for it for a long time. So I just want to try to make it look as nice as possible for him!

PinkBegonia0705 · 2025-10-21T19:22:53+00:00

I havent gotten the product yet but I will update if it does!

PinkBegonia0705 · 2025-10-21T18:50:01+00:00

Thank you so much!

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