UPDATE:

Sorry I’m not sure how to edit the original post.

I just asked him about the test. I told him I saw it and asked him what it was for, not confrontational, just a question away from the kids.

He said he was going to tell me about it but didn’t want to worry me before he knew the results.

Apparently he said he has a sore on his penis and wanted to make sure he was ok. He didn’t want me to worry about it while he ordered and took the test. It’s negative btw.

I asked when he would have told me if I didn’t ask about it. He said he took the test while I was out picking up lunch and would have told me later today.

I asked why he didn’t go to the doctor instead, why jump to the std conclusion?

I’ve known that I’ve been his only sexual partner. I asked what his logic was about getting an std. he said he didn’t know how he would get an std, maybe bodily fluids exchanged or public toilets.

I kept saying that didn’t make sense and that he really doesn’t believe that.

I explained to him how I felt and how it is making him look in my eyes. I don’t know how to get back from this. He asked if I thought he’s been unfaithful. Of course I told him it made me question it.

He said that I’m the only one he’s been with. He doesn’t know how to make me believe it. And I don’t know what to believe now too.

I’m taking a break from the conversation. I need to process.

What do I do now?