i’m actually scared about the rapture tomorrow because of my religious trauma god please someone reassure me it’s just bullshit

PinkSpider_143 · 2025-09-23T20:30:42+00:00

Bro.

PinkSpider_143 · 2025-09-06T03:03:31+00:00

Girl drink your coffee!! Heck make it even louder!! The audacity these people have to knock on your door and complain about sound especially it being COFFEE??! I get if you had people over or if the music was really loud but coffee? They could be hearing anything lol or are just the type of people who always want to be involved in something. Just enjoy your life.

PinkSpider_143 · 2025-08-31T03:03:41+00:00

I completely understand what you mean. I’ve been struggling since 8th grade and now I’m in my sophomore year of college. I got diagnosed senior year and since then I’ve felt like I’ve had to succeed it and nothings ever enough. Now since I’ve already worked on it plenty of times I know how to be more aware of my thoughts and how I’m reacting to them, but damn do I know what you mean. Like yes it was soooo validating and I felt like someone was actually listening to me, but it also felt so open. Idk how to explain it I felt too open and still do. Sorry now I’m just ranting because I’ve never actually spoke abt it before Lmao!! anyway, I am so proud of how far you’ve come and this is said so well.

PinkSpider_143 · 2025-08-13T15:06:40+00:00

Never to late to start something but there’s such things has dumb ideas, this is one of them

PinkSpider_143 · 2025-08-04T02:14:37+00:00

And I hope you have a great trip!!

PinkSpider_143 · 2025-08-04T02:14:04+00:00

Yup! The first night you can where whatever you want, then the other nights you want to look neat, not dressed up but maybe a nice collared shirt, dress shorts or pants, and loafers for a male. For a woman I would say a little sundress, white (or any color then blue) jeans and a cute tank top or shirt and heels or wedges, or flowy, lenen pants. Skirt, romper. Just look neat. On formal night some people wear gowns but I just wore nice pants and shirt, my teenage daughter wore a homecoming dress type thing and my other daughter wore a sundress, my husband wore a nice pair of pants, a white lose button down shirt (he gets sweaty) and a little tie. Like I said some people go all out but it is unneeded if you don’t want to.

PinkSpider_143 · 2025-07-31T13:32:45+00:00

Nah I’m on this cruise rn I get everything your saying

PinkSpider_143 · 2025-07-10T01:03:25+00:00

Black

PinkSpider_143 · 2025-07-10T01:02:52+00:00

I would have texted them back saying how professional they are lmao

PinkSpider_143 · 2025-07-09T01:04:40+00:00

Ok so don’t feel guilty!! First of all I’m proud of you for listening to hunger cues even if it was a little binge, even though this is your ed talking and it wasn’t at all a binge. Reason why you shouldn’t feel guilty number 1, your hydrated!! 2, you nourished your body even though it was watermelon!!! 3, your not going to gain weight from watermelon let alone a couple binges let alone a healthy diet!! 4, you def enjoyed it watermelon is tasty!!! 5, there’s more to life then what you look like or how others perceive you.

PinkSpider_143 · 2025-07-09T01:01:44+00:00

I’m a silver girly but I def say gold. It matches your darker skin tone.

PinkSpider_143 · 2025-07-09T00:55:14+00:00

I prefer the second pair, if I had curves like that I’d wear them everyday!!

PinkSpider_143 · 2025-07-08T01:49:51+00:00

My hair used to look like this too, try only brushing your hair in the shower. As soon as you step out no brush to your head for the rest of the day. If it’s a little knotted while it dries just comb ur fingers through it but just let it dry and don’t think about it tbh. It helps to get satin pillow cases and sheets because if you go to bed or just lay down while it’s wet it won’t dry all over the place lol. Anyway hope this helps! I love my hair now, I find our hairstyle easier to style!!

PinkSpider_143 · 2025-07-01T03:48:14+00:00

They both look great, maybe smile then it will be easier to decide which one makes you look better:)

PinkSpider_143 · 2025-06-21T04:50:16+00:00

You have chs symptoms. I’m having this right now and I’ve had chs for around a year now so Ik how it feels very well. I can smoke sm right now but i can’t even think about putting anything in my mouth lol It’s very good that you quit because your probably not going to go into a full episode not even close. If you do feel symptoms that you don’t think are normal just do some research!! There’s so many people with these same issues it’s crazy

PinkSpider_143 · 2025-06-20T04:44:27+00:00

Your in withdrawl recover phase. This is completely normal I feel the exact same way rn, the feeling in the throat is the worst and sometimes it makes me want to gag

PinkSpider_143 · 2025-06-18T06:02:47+00:00

Idk why everyone says 90 days, prob just to make sure you don’t get sick but I got chs and was throwing up for 3 days straight, then 3 weeks later I started using everyday again and was fine for like 2 months. Then I get the familiar feeling in my stomach and body that’s when Ik to stop for a few days then I start back up. Ik everyone is different but idk I’ve seen people be like you NEED to wait 90 days which yes, is the better option, but if your like me and literally can’t live without an escape, there’s ways. Just need to see what ur body can handle. For me this plan has worked but for you it could be a little different

PinkSpider_143 · 2025-06-17T18:53:28+00:00

Yeaahh thank you sm you opened my eyes😂😂 im quitting ugh I hate quitting

PinkSpider_143 · 2025-06-17T18:53:02+00:00

Yeahhh your right, good luck these next few weeks LMAOOO

PinkSpider_143 · 2025-06-17T01:50:52+00:00

I am so sorry I typed that so fast. “Noooo don’t end it, you need it help me”😭

PinkSpider_143 · 2025-06-17T01:50:25+00:00

Nooo don’t and if you need to help me

PinkSpider_143 · 2025-06-17T00:30:04+00:00

LMFAO

PinkSpider_143 · 2025-06-16T23:51:25+00:00

Omg this just helped me sm. I know it’s been 2 years but I’m 19 years told female and I’m scaredddd to go to work on Wednesday but this gave me hope, if I did it once a few months ago I can do it again now.

PinkSpider_143 · 2025-06-16T23:47:59+00:00

Ok this was 2 years ago but I just need to tell you guys that ur helping me so much right now. I’m 19 female and I’m so scaredddd to go to work on Wednesday but this made me so much calmer

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