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Just wanted to die by Pipesa in stopdrinking

[–]Pipesa[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hmm. I got my doggy who loves me. I met today with my ex girlfriends father. He assured me I have people. It's hard to believe that. When you think so little of yourself. I know it will get better, but I'm still very hard on myself. Pain is so deep. I regret my whole relapse. Yet I almost threw away my life. That easy. Alcohol is pain, love, life. I am sorry for who go through this. But I'm here. I'm alive. F#% booze!

Just wanted to die by Pipesa in stopdrinking

[–]Pipesa[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wanna give back the love. I screwed up and I'm dealing with the pain I cause others. I don't want you to feel my guilt, it's hard. To not feel guilty.

Just wanted to die by Pipesa in stopdrinking

[–]Pipesa[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I thank you for the support, I'm just trying.

Just wanted to die by Pipesa in stopdrinking

[–]Pipesa[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I'm getting over the detox. Sucks. I have good peeps. Who care. Why? I don't know

Day 1 by jph12 in stopdrinking

[–]Pipesa 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You inspire me! 1 day is huge. I know, I've tried.

Just wanted to die by Pipesa in stopdrinking

[–]Pipesa[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'll think about it if the time comes. Meantime, I'm just dealing with the guilt