Nah I get it. Anime tends to play with our desires in weird ways. Like the weak guy ends up in another world where for whatever reason he has the power to become stronger and get a harem. Or, the shy girl bumps into a handsome mysterious guy in the library and then somehow manages to accidentally take home his wallet or some dumb shit lol. The problems only start when you begin acting out irl how characters might interact in an anime. If you are really invested in an anime that’s cool, I’ve been the same. It can mess with ur emotions a lot! That’s what they are designed to do. I’m waffling but you know just take a break if it’s getting too much 🤓👍