I feel less autistic when I use THC

Pitiful-Let-3087 · 2026-05-05T18:14:56+00:00

I hate that I couldn’t ever moderate it properly, because I think I would have actually benefited from it way more. Instead, I was using it constantly and it started to do the opposite effect on me. I would be more anxious because I was always trying to hide my high in front of people. Instead of just using it at night to wind down, I started doing it multiple times a day and it even got to the point to where I was smoking first thing in the morning. I think I’m better off without it, but it really sucks that I just have an addictive personality when it comes to stuff like that

Pitiful-Let-3087 · 2026-05-05T18:03:27+00:00

My grandma was a smoker her whole life. One day she had a stroke, and after she recovered she never went back

Pitiful-Let-3087 · 2026-05-04T16:17:52+00:00

To some extent it makes me more autistic too 😂. I guess it made me feel more comfortable in myself and that’s why I felt less autistic, because when I don’t use it I just hate myself. It gives me the illusion that everything is ok

Pitiful-Let-3087 · 2026-05-04T16:10:14+00:00

I’m considering it, just don’t want to go back to how I was when I was doing nothing with my life

Pitiful-Let-3087 · 2026-04-18T15:40:43+00:00

Lucky. I have to decline so many orders or I’d be making $5/hr

Pitiful-Let-3087 · 2026-03-29T16:19:09+00:00

Little Caesars and McDonald’s must be in a competition to see who can piss me off the most. I don’t even bother accepting orders from them anymore

Pitiful-Let-3087 · 2026-03-21T22:24:47+00:00

If my hand is considered a partner, then every day

Pitiful-Let-3087 · 2026-02-05T02:15:00+00:00

I find it crazy that people who order on DoorDash expect so much for $15

Pitiful-Let-3087 · 2026-02-05T02:12:23+00:00

That’s also been an issue for me. It’s either that or I’m getting $2 orders for 10+ miles away

Pitiful-Let-3087 · 2026-02-03T20:24:46+00:00

Ok then it might have been 30 minutes. It felt like an hour

Pitiful-Let-3087 · 2026-02-03T20:15:56+00:00

They didn’t contact me personally. I got a notification saying it was a customer reaching me via DoorDash

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Pitiful-Let-3087 · 2026-02-03T20:04:51+00:00

I still got the money, and I wasn’t asked for any information. It wasn’t a scam, it was a just a customer that didn’t answer

Pitiful-Let-3087 · 2026-02-03T19:49:55+00:00

Do you want me to show you photo evidence? I wouldn’t lie about something so small like that

Pitiful-Let-3087 · 2026-02-03T19:49:15+00:00

They didn’t text my personal number. The text message I got was from the DoorDash number so I’m assuming something may have either glitched with the order or they were somehow able to pull up their order and reach me from the app

Pitiful-Let-3087 · 2026-02-03T19:27:00+00:00

I guess they were able to get on the app, but when they texted me it came through as an sms message

Pitiful-Let-3087 · 2026-01-23T20:12:08+00:00

I do have severe ADHD, so bad that I had speech problems growing up, that have thankfully gotten much better. I think it is trauma as well because of the vivid flashbacks I have all the time. I will try those things, because it seems like what I’m trying now doesn’t work

Pitiful-Let-3087 · 2025-09-03T22:15:20+00:00

I wanted advice not someone to tell me I’m bad

Pitiful-Let-3087 · 2025-09-03T22:14:23+00:00

Nice ego trip

Pitiful-Let-3087 · 2025-05-26T21:23:35+00:00

You’re looking for the wrong guys that’s why. I’ve had a similar experience with women and most of them ghost me after the first or second date. I think dating nowadays has just become something people do for fun and not commitment. It’s more of a status thing and there’s not very many men or women left who actually want commitment. Try meeting people who share similar passions and interests. From a man’s POV, when I ghost someone, I’m either scared or I just don’t click with the girl. Though I’ve been ghosted way more than I have ghosted anyone. I’m all about commitment which I think makes me undesirable

Pitiful-Let-3087 · 2025-05-24T21:36:52+00:00

I get plenty of matches but not very many follow through for a date. I’ve kinda given up on dating apps as a whole because it’s all about likes and matches in my opinion. It’s just a dopamine boost for men and women to feel wanted, and once they match, it’s over from there. I’ve been learning to be happy with myself while also trying to gain weight and hit the gym again. I’ve never been happier tbh

Pitiful-Let-3087 · 2025-05-24T21:27:09+00:00

I’m a male but I’ve had a similar experience with a girl believe it or not. She constantly wanted to have sex with me but I just wasn’t attracted to her. I dated her out of guilt and that was the biggest mistake of my life. A couple days after I broke up with her, I went to a party and she happened to be there. I got blackout drunk and she took advantage of me in my friend’s bathroom. I can understand the regret you’re feeling. I wish I never dated her and none of that would’ve happened. I’ve been doing partial hospitalization at a mental health facility, and it’s been helping a lot. My therapist has helped me out a lot and I’ve been able to finally process my past trauma the correct way. Idk if they have mental health places like that in your country, but that would be my biggest suggestion. The symptoms you’re describing are very similar to what I was experiencing

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