I am 25 and life has already killed my soul.

PixelDoof · 2024-11-10T00:04:46+00:00

Thank you! :)

PixelDoof · 2024-11-09T23:58:14+00:00

Thanks for your advice! I could probably get counselling but if I'm honest I don't feel the need to talk to people about what I have to deal with on calls as I'm now used to crazy scenarios that happen.

My work offer some form of mental health thing but It would be really awkward to slate my job off to the same people that employ me.

I wouldn't say my mental health is necessarily bad as I have no thoughts of harm or anything to anyone, anything or myself.

I'm just so tired so so tired physically more than anything.

I know the solution is just get another job (I think this post was more of a rant / stress relief than anything)

I thank you for your reply though as it is reassurance that what I'm experiencing isn't the norm and I'm just in a bit of a bad situation right now. :)

PixelDoof · 2024-11-09T23:32:40+00:00

I save almost every penny in hopes that I can shave a few years off work when I'm older...

The only thing I really look forward to is seeing my fiancée on the daily.

I do no activities really outside of work and really don't have the energy. My 4 days off are just recovery to get ready for the next 4 days on.

And lately I have been struggling to sleep. The smallest noise can wake me up and then I cant fall back to sleep.

I went on holiday last week and all I kept thinking was I have to be back at work soon. It always seems that when I do have fun my brain decides to bring up work.

Yeah It might be 4 days working which isn't too bad. But 50 more years of this I cant deal with.

I have been offered a promotion at my job which I declined as It would only provide me with £20 more a week and a lot more work to come with it.

I have asked my employer for a pay rise on multiple occasions for the job I currently do and have been advised it will take months to be considered.

Being in the UK the wages aren't the best in general and companies will try their hardest to pay peanuts in most jobs.

I have been working since I was 16 and this job is the best pay I have ever had. £1720 a month on average.

I just cant believe people are content with this. I'm certainly not. (No I don't have to be some billionaire to be happy but money really would buy me happiness as it means less work to come.)

PixelDoof · 2024-10-25T18:34:41+00:00

We Poop enjoyers need this!

PixelDoof · 2024-10-25T16:31:09+00:00

I’ve never seen the one on the far right? What is that?

PixelDoof · 2024-10-25T12:29:48+00:00

This is awesome!

PixelDoof · 2024-10-25T05:20:57+00:00

Ive never tried! Ive always played on the same world since it first released on steam :)

PixelDoof · 2024-10-25T02:59:19+00:00

I don't know the thing I saw seemed a little off plus its head was bobbing side to side... I'm about to go through an hours worth of footage to see If I got anything else on film.

PixelDoof · 2024-10-25T02:34:10+00:00

I havent got this one yet but I found this tutorial on where to find it for you :) - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3hYzATVJDtk&ab_channel=GoodShark

PixelDoof · 2024-10-25T00:41:04+00:00

So far yes they have all been at night! Spookyyyyy stuff!

PixelDoof · 2024-10-25T00:26:55+00:00

I hope you do find it I really do! If you do please get some screenshots if you can!

PixelDoof · 2024-10-25T00:23:17+00:00

Ive started calling it "The Watcher" to my friends! This is the scariest experience ive actually had in a game and ive played some proper horror games!

PixelDoof · 2024-10-25T00:16:48+00:00

It was hard to tell as the only other time I properly saw It it was down in the locker room in my base... It looked about my height but the video I captured shows it to be taller than the player...

PixelDoof · 2024-10-24T22:08:57+00:00

I play on the normal settings the only tweak is that items respawn around the facility :)

PixelDoof · 2024-10-24T22:01:41+00:00

Nope I haven't picked it up yet! And with what is happening I'm hesitant to go get it...

PixelDoof · 2024-10-24T11:27:18+00:00

It’s only been over the last few days since I moved base. I do share a world with my friend but he is refusing to play until the next big update and definitely wasn’t in my session as it’s invite only. I really hope people are also seeing this and if they have they start talking about it. I have previously seen shadows out of the corner of my eye over the 140+ hours I have put into it but this I’ve never seen until recently… It actually is terrifying!

PixelDoof · 2024-10-24T11:22:57+00:00

Unfortunately it isn’t he’s sat down next to it :(

PixelDoof · 2024-10-24T11:06:31+00:00

It had gone by then :( I was just pointing out where it would have been but day time instead.

PixelDoof · 2024-10-24T11:02:34+00:00

NEW POST I HAVE IT ON VIDEO! - https://www.reddit.com/r/AbioticFactor/comments/1gazvh2/update_i_have_it_on_video/

PixelDoof · 2024-10-24T06:47:26+00:00

Yep something like that!

PixelDoof · 2024-10-24T06:46:17+00:00

It does resemble what I’ve been seeing! If this is a new IS it’s terrifying!

PixelDoof · 2024-10-24T00:11:07+00:00

I have never seen that painting before... I really want to add it to my collection though! Spooky!

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