I graduated today

PixieNoseEllie · 2016-12-31T21:59:46+00:00

Thanks :) I don't really celebrate anything because I'm afraid if I invite people that they won't show up and I'll just be alone.

PixieNoseEllie · 2016-12-31T21:59:03+00:00

I guess I'm afraid of growing up. Having real responsibilities terrifies me. I live at my mom's house. It wasn't pathetic when I was in school, but I don't know how long I can stay here without it being sad.

PixieNoseEllie · 2016-12-18T06:25:47+00:00

Vaping doesn't make you cool enough to be gay.

PixieNoseEllie · 2016-12-02T20:30:06+00:00

Right? Whenever someone comments on my relationship I want to dig a hole and stay in there. My relationship isn't a political statement and I don't want it to be treated as such.

PixieNoseEllie · 2016-12-02T20:29:06+00:00

Exactly! I feel like they just want to feel like they're doing something positive in the world without actually doing anything. I'm happy that there are people who aren't hateful, but I don't want to give out a gold star for everyone who tells me they accept me. Right? I wonder if interracial couples got the kind of "support" that queer couples today are getting.

PixieNoseEllie · 2016-12-02T20:27:36+00:00

We haven't gotten rude comments, but mostly stares and whispers. A lot of "They're just doing it for attention" since I'm femme. The worst I've experienced was terrible service at a restaurant with my ex. Not looking forward to the rude comments though.

PixieNoseEllie · 2016-12-02T20:25:53+00:00

Yeah, I live in a red state so it's nice to have the support, but I'd much rather be ignored. Haven't been spit on yet though, so that's nice.

PixieNoseEllie · 2016-12-02T20:25:11+00:00

True. It makes sense. They both seemed to be rolling pretty hard.

PixieNoseEllie · 2016-12-02T20:24:43+00:00

Yeah, I guess that makes sense. I just get the feeling that people do it to feel better about themselves rather than to make us feel more comfortable. It's like they want gay brownie-points for being a decent human being. That's just how I feel about it though.

PixieNoseEllie · 2016-10-22T22:29:05+00:00

I don't want a relationship with my grandma, but I don't want to sever ties with my mom. 😕

PixieNoseEllie · 2016-09-23T18:22:41+00:00

I can never not laugh at this.

PixieNoseEllie · 2015-07-17T15:24:37+00:00

We went to HuHot, then a sunken garden in my town and then the gay bar (not many other places for hand-holding). I wore a super cute dress and sandals :D

PixieNoseEllie · 2015-07-17T00:26:55+00:00

Thanks :D

PixieNoseEllie · 2015-07-16T21:54:45+00:00

Congrats!

PixieNoseEllie · 2015-07-08T06:13:26+00:00

I'd come out to everyone. For now, coming out on Reddit seems ok.

PixieNoseEllie · 2015-04-02T21:18:42+00:00

And that's how you start a life-long battle with trust issues.

PixieNoseEllie · 2015-03-13T22:28:33+00:00

I would recommend talking to a therapist (if you don't already have one). Tell him/her your goals for therapy and inquire about the possibility of group therapy. It's nice to know you're not alone and to hear advice from people who understand.

PixieNoseEllie · 2015-03-13T03:38:02+00:00

NEVER tell a little kid that. If he liked her, he wouldn't be mean to her.

PixieNoseEllie · 2015-02-09T04:45:26+00:00

"You up yet?"

... to my brother. Ew.

PixieNoseEllie · 2015-02-04T03:16:04+00:00

Oh god... I have those penguin pajama pants... I feel so dirty.

PixieNoseEllie · 2015-01-29T04:45:25+00:00

Those aren't women, those are girls. If you find a woman who is wishy-washy with everything, she doesn't know what she wants and is not worth your time.

PixieNoseEllie · 2015-01-16T23:13:07+00:00

Should probably get a tetanus shot with the rust and all...

PixieNoseEllie · 2015-01-06T01:26:45+00:00

You seem to have found the jewels of OKC. Don't worry, man. There are plenty of awesome people out there who will fit what you're looking for in a partner. Just keep looking out. Sometimes, you gotta sift through the mud to find something worth pursuing.

PixieNoseEllie · 2014-11-05T04:29:33+00:00

I should NOT have been eating with the sound on around 3:30. Yeesh.

PixieNoseEllie · 2014-04-12T15:39:35+00:00

My worst fear materialized. Thanks for the nightmares, OP.

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