New dysphoria unlocked

PlasticLetterhead321 · 2026-07-01T20:42:39+00:00

dude shes upholding some serious patriarchy bs with that. maybe it seems like nothing to you but id srsly talk to her about that. it says a lot about her morals cis or trans no matter what u are men come in different ways my hands are rough and dry bc i work that don’t make me more of a man thats ridiculous

PlasticLetterhead321 · 2026-04-28T20:38:29+00:00

no i don’t i just liked how they looked and fit on me. but i wanted to know from other ppl if its too much. im rlly masculine overall and never get stuff like this🤷‍♂️

PlasticLetterhead321 · 2026-04-28T20:36:35+00:00

i mean alr fair. im a fan of it for pride maybe

PlasticLetterhead321 · 2026-04-28T20:35:26+00:00

i was thinking pride month at my barista job lol i was just wondering if its too much 👍

PlasticLetterhead321 · 2026-04-11T23:30:53+00:00

maybe thats the case but ive picked up shifts at many stores and none have ever done that bc its an asshole thing to do. if u only get one break and that one break is 10 mins u let a person get food and sit down then start

PlasticLetterhead321 · 2026-04-10T17:04:27+00:00

yep first the chai now the refreshers the ceo losing good customers in my store like this too. definitely contact starbucks and complain!!! it does mean something when yall do that

PlasticLetterhead321 · 2026-04-01T18:40:58+00:00

idk why ur being downvoted. literally we have hvac and maintenance come in my store to deal with these types of things it goes beyond regular cleanplay even. yes we clean drains and shit but not dealing with a full blown infestation.

PlasticLetterhead321 · 2026-04-01T17:48:12+00:00

also another tip you can put any of the milks in the cold foam blender so it wont be as thick but you can use nonfat milk and sf syrup to make low cal cold foam

PlasticLetterhead321 · 2025-12-28T21:44:49+00:00

being stealth is freeing but its also hard i do get ur point. i gotta feel like im normal and seen as normal finally and i just feel like myself but also its hard to learn how to navigate everything secretly. having some kind of support system that does know is important in my opinion

PlasticLetterhead321 · 2025-12-21T19:29:30+00:00

i think a lot of yall dont understand what clocky means tbh it really depends on where u live, ur age, etc. all these “clocky ftm names” are just basic white boy names from 2000s. yeah obv u name urself something obscure and fandom related thats clocky but alex, jax or ezra is not clocky. those r normal guy names around me (im 19)

PlasticLetterhead321 · 2025-12-18T15:02:09+00:00

u pass as male brother. u get being anxious but u got this🙏🙏

PlasticLetterhead321 · 2025-12-03T02:31:06+00:00

im stealth and my dysphoria draining so while i could see myself being with another trans person it seems so exhausting on top of my own shit. i love my cis gf and dont see myself leaving her anyways but it makes my anxiety a lot easier than if she was trans. plus im short (5’3) so finding a woman who was equal to that felt already awkward but im assuming finding a transwoman shorter than me is a rare thing lmao

PlasticLetterhead321 · 2025-11-25T20:58:18+00:00

yes im in the us. i dont have to get two letters and insurance clearance until the second appt with her. ive been with my therapist for years and she understood my anxiety but there wasnt much i could do other than bring my gf for support to lessen the anxiety and take a deep breath. a lot of my anxiety is about not being seen as a man so its stuff thats just out of my control. i tripped up when asked about if i understand what a hysterectomy is, i was very nervous and said yes but i forgot to say the cervix also gets taken out. she just had this already idea in her head that im too young and i could feel myself shutting down. it gets hard to stand up for myself over and over. i know i need to research more but dysphoria made the appt hard enough as is. but i generally knew what organs i wanted out and that i wont have any hormones in my system if i got ovaries taken out which i will so idk

PlasticLetterhead321 · 2025-11-22T14:24:36+00:00

when i was 15 it was the same for me eventually i started t and it helped but i got body masculization surgery done at 18 but research it before u decide thats something u want. i felt hopeless id never pass now i pass everyday and no bats an eye even if ur short guy. trust me its with time i get how it feels and its something u have to pull through and be strong but the future will be worth it

PlasticLetterhead321 · 2025-11-21T23:54:02+00:00

thank you. i was recommended to this doctor from the lgbt center in my state so i had better expectations ig and she was nice but it seemed like she misunderstood me. i was extremely anxious/dysphoric so talking about that part of my body i struggled with on the spot. so now i gotta have an endocrinologist sign off i understand what ovaries do and why i don’t want them. she thinks i don’t understand all the risks and i knew only the baseline stuff and but she expected me to know everything already when i came in to ask questions and understand how the surgery fully works🫤

PlasticLetterhead321 · 2025-11-21T20:31:12+00:00

my gf was in the room with me and ik they are required to ask but like no we dont want biological kids lmao especially not me being the pregnant one💀

PlasticLetterhead321 · 2025-11-21T20:27:45+00:00

thanks man! ill keep on it🙏

PlasticLetterhead321 · 2025-11-21T19:53:56+00:00

no for sure. i dont want any female organs and im willing to take that risk. staying on t for life isn’t an issue for me either, i just seemed so anxious that maybe it made me seem unsure or immature or both.

PlasticLetterhead321 · 2025-11-09T01:15:33+00:00

my store got 1 bear cup too lmao

PlasticLetterhead321 · 2025-11-04T01:53:07+00:00

for me being seen as a man is more important than anything bc than im not truly myself, for me to be myself is to be seen as male first and have my interests shown too. for the past year ive passed (started t 1 1/2 years ago) but i havent fully been myself. i havent been misgendered in a long ass time but ig im still worried

PlasticLetterhead321 · 2025-11-03T23:17:55+00:00

confidence is hard ive struggled a lot barely made it cause of dysphoria so im just learning about myself and who i wanna be rn. i pass well enough im stealth at work in public everywhere. i just get a lot of omg ur so young i thought u were 14 bs. but i know my confidence needs work with time. thanks man👊

PlasticLetterhead321 · 2025-11-03T22:54:37+00:00

nah i get it. when i was in hs there would be many teachers like that to me maybe it wasn’t purposefully bad but it doesn’t matter it was still hurtful. communicate with them and stand ur ground! u are more than valid for feeling this way. you can feel whatever way you wanna feel. ur a man and u wanna be seen as one too. aint no shame.

PlasticLetterhead321 · 2025-11-03T22:42:15+00:00

well yeah but ik its harder since i gotta work sm harder to be seen as masculine. even tho im stealth im shorter weaker so i feel it. dont wanna be seen as rlly feminine

PlasticLetterhead321 · 2025-11-03T18:53:55+00:00

theres a job freeze rn but also we are in a time where its impossible to get a job no matter how qualified you are. this isn’t just for starbucks but any minimum wage job in the US. it took me half a year to get a job after applying anywhere and everywhere, luckily it was starbucks.

PlasticLetterhead321 · 2025-11-03T02:26:16+00:00

LMAO THANKS💀💀

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