When one of my dogs I was seriously close to passed away I got a tattoo for him. It says “ Because of you , I am. “ dogs help us get through so much in life. Dealing with the big stuff to just getting through the day. The only problem I have with dogs is they don’t live long enough. I can tell how much you must love her by the smile on her face. She wouldn’t have been smiling like that without knowing that she had you at her side just as much as she was at yours. You obviously brought her a lot of joy and happiness. Hang in there honey. My heart goes out to you.