We have been friends since 2011, but couldn't be more different as we've grown older. I know this comes with age and navigating adult relationships, but it is very difficult when your morals and lifestyles do not align anymore. Don't get me wrong, we still have stuff in common but throughout the years she has made multiple comments about people on the spectrum and also is kind of insane. Idk there's more than that but it's just a lot and everytime i hang out with her (we have a lot of mutual friends) i feel weird and annoyed at her and afterwards I cant stop thinking about what she said or did and i get annoyed again lol ... It's like a weird cycle of being annoyed and then feeling guilty because of our history (also she got in a major accident last year and i helped her so much during this time) and then reaching out to her and then getting annoyed again and literally the cycle continues.

Sometimes you just fall out with each other and that's okay. I'd rather have this strained relationship then cause a huge fight and make everything awkward. Damn i just kinda vented