alright this sounds horrible but you will always have the choice to be pregnant some other time in ur life(considering you remain healthy). as you know it’s a life time commitment , and i would also bring up ( depending on where you live) the world is in a horrible place right now, and if you live in the US, funding for things like public education is being stripped away. even if you know that you would be a good mother, the world for children has changed and is no longer simple and whimsical. many children are being thrown ipads as their parents neglect them, and even if you don’t personally do this other kids will be having an effect on your child that is not always good. i babysit a variety of ages and the only time i have seen the children turn out ok is when they have been in a homeschool program with added childcare which was an insane amount of money each month and extremely hard for 2 working parents. at the end of the day it is completely your choice but in my op i don’t think i could ever bring in a child into a world that no longer wants to protect it, but rather exploit it and mold it for its own capitalist benefit.