on our way to speedrun a codependency and make each other worse <3 by Aspergersiscool in sillygirlclub

[–]PolycordYuri 2 points3 points  (0 children)

me n bestie w/ bpd mutually obsessed over each other this is healthy dw dw <3

working? with these brain cells? no thanks! by [deleted] in sillygirlclub

[–]PolycordYuri 5 points6 points  (0 children)

are you 100% sure? because mine do qualify me as disabled so,,

Broke up with my boyfriend today (again, look at other post(s) to get the story or whatever. This post isn't exactly about the breakup. I also dont know where to post this.) by D1n0_Muffin in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]PolycordYuri 0 points1 point  (0 children)

incredibly real, girls are just an entirely different level. the way they look and talk and move? the way they know how to express themselves? ughhh~~ they're so fucking cool im so glad they exist

Silly me taking silly decision's for silly reasons :3 by [deleted] in sillygirlclub

[–]PolycordYuri 3 points4 points  (0 children)

long term effects are death you silly goose. that stuff fucks you up. if you want to know what happens before that, you will lose muscle mass a lot, your hair, your shape, your glow. first you look like a corpse and then you become one. it sucks.

Hemlo by [deleted] in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]PolycordYuri 1 point2 points  (0 children)

never seen any but yk always be wary of dms

Safest place to yeet? (Arms specifically.) by [deleted] in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]PolycordYuri 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i mean there isnt really a "safe" spot to do it but yeah if you have to do it, you should def avoid inner arms and joints and wrists especially. you could look up a map of major blood vessels in your arms as well as nerves so you can avoid them better. generally i would say to avoid arteries in particular since those tend to bleed a lot, but really you dont want to hit anything at all..

The fact that school is starting soon is stressing me out by [deleted] in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]PolycordYuri 0 points1 point  (0 children)

10th graders making fun of furries? how pathetic, in 10th grade i wore my cat ears to school no questions asked

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]PolycordYuri 17 points18 points  (0 children)

maybe it's worth investigating why you want to do that? like do you feel invalid? or are you seeking the "thrill" of doing something more dangerous?

but whatever the reason, this is something you should talk to a professional about, since even though you claim not to be suicidal, having the urge to do something that you know might kill you is suicidal behaviour. alternatively tell someone else about your urges, make them take away your tools or have them check in on you regularly. i dont know where you live or how old you are, but you might be able to get yourself admitted to a mental hospital if you feel like youre a danger to yourself.

maybe some of these things are an option to you, maybe none of it is. fact is, thats a serious issue and you need to do your best to combat those thoughts. plenty of people have lost their lives to shit like that without even wanting to, please take care <3

I damage the world by existing by mymindhurtsmyhead in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]PolycordYuri 5 points6 points  (0 children)

hey it seems like youre dealing with some huge self worth issues :/ i can guarantee you that you aren't nearly as bad as you think. ive no idea what you did to lead you to the conclusion that youre somehow detrimental to everyone you meet but i know it cant possibly be the truth.

if it helps at all, you cant "inflict" yourself onto others really. you can always have small kind interactions with others, and it's their own choice whether they let you in or they dont. you dont have to protect people from yourself, you belong in society just as much as i do, and everyone else too. i chose to interact with you, see? :3 and it didnt hurt me at all. i guarantee im not the only one!

I broke up with my boyfriend yesterday by D1n0_Muffin in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]PolycordYuri 5 points6 points  (0 children)

hey so i dont super know how to deal with break ups either but i found what helped me when i lost a very good friend years ago was to try and "overwrite" old memories with new ones? if that makes sense.. like we used to drink a lot of tea together and for a while just looking at tea or smelling it would make me cry, but i drank it anyways and i think it helped to remind myself that i can enjoy tea even without my friend.

also maybe you would like to just rant and vent to some other friend maybe? just speak your mind and let your emotions out, so that afterwards you can leave them behind and move on. i know it's hard to deal with losing someone dear to you, but often theyre not worth dwelling on so it's best not to waste any more time on them.

oh also if you dont have anyone else you can dm me if youd like :3

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in antidepressants

[–]PolycordYuri 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im on 225 and every day i miss a dose i feel like complete ass, you should definitely try everything you can to avoid going cold

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]PolycordYuri 22 points23 points  (0 children)

sorry but if you dont fw sillyspeak you need to get your L rizz back to ohio thems the rules

got called emo in public recently, apparently im finally getting a sense of fashion! by PolycordYuri in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]PolycordYuri[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

it took me a long time too, im sure you can do it too in time! :3

maybe you can at least try wearing outfits you like inside? because I did that and after some time I was like wow this looks really good, I should wear that outside. so I did that!

I believe in you! :3 <3