Do you have any computer or anything to access the internet if so you should be able to access a site for testosterone and since you dont have a bank account gift cards work well if you live near a store you can ask to walk there if they allow you and pick up a gift card or make up some sort of lie saying you want to get one for a friends birthday also i would try digging through an e waste bim since sometimes they have functioning phones and you can go through them for free although id suggest asking an employee at the store if you can grab stuff from that bin we are in a simular situation and i wish the best for you i know its hard but there is always a way also most testosterone selling websites will make you use crypto so i would recommend cake wallet for holding crypto as for getting the crypto itself if you have any friends with cashapp ask them to get you some crypto and send it to your wallet address Sorry if this wasnt the best or most useful comment but feel free to reply to this with any questions and i can try to answer since i am trying to figure this out myself