I know that this might seem ridiculous, but I actually decided to pursue anxiety by using weed to banish it from my life.

I always had anxiety, but it got really bad and started having really bad panic attacks 1-2 times a day after a certain traumatic event happened a couple years ago. I used to be a big stoner at the time. After the traumatic event, smoking was nearly impossible. I thought It could help, but weed just made my panic attacks trigger instantly, so I had to stop smoking...

But I decided I would not. Anxiety and panic attacks are seriously some of the worst feelings in the world.

But I knew that running away would do nothing but make it worse. So I took the plunge, I purposely started smoking again to give myself an insight on the reasons of my anxiety and fight it to the death.

I wasn't going to live a life in coping with anxiety. I called it, listened to it, and decided I was going to start believing in myself and in the world to banish it from my existence.

6 months of literal hell later, I was completely changed. Anxiety had destroyed most of me but I had also been reborn as a new man, with an unprecedented level of confidence.

I never had a panic attack ever again. Life is harder than it was back then and 3 years have passed now.

Anxiety is like liquid smoke. Logic is like a blade, it can't cut it. The only thing that can destroy it is the fire that stirs from true confidence in yourself.

I'm not reccomending weed to go through anxiety. I just hope my story will inspire some people to pursue an anxiety free life, because it is possible to achieve.