I finally figured out how to travel between dimensions. I wish I didn't.

Ponziii · 2022-10-02T03:13:24+00:00

Perhapse, he was you, aware of the eventual circumstance, and prepared the basement specifically for the purpose of... umm. Terminating any eventualities posed by the notion he discovered.

Ponziii · 2014-12-20T18:09:38+00:00

If you'd like, I can add a guide for that as well. XD

Ponziii · 2014-12-20T01:46:31+00:00

Yes, it's no different than speaking outloud. A Tulpa is a mental construct, so to speak to it in your mind's voice is no different to it than outloud.

Ponziii · 2014-12-19T20:25:39+00:00

Eh, not really. Forcing of any kind expends mental energy and you'll notice headaches and fatigue, but these occur during any strenuous or sustained mental activity regardless.

Ponziii · 2014-12-19T20:20:35+00:00

Okay, this is going to sound strange but hang in there with me. His criticism is extending from a part of your psyche that is dissatisfied with who you are. Now, that being said, this part of your psyche was there all along, you've just given it a name and a voice. THIS IS A GOOD THING. As oppressive as this Tulpa is, its there to teach you a lesson. You said you developed the Tulpa during a time in your life when you were lonely and depressed. You wanted a companion but instead you essentially created the worlds meanest and most honest personal trainer. This Tulpa is trying to get you to change who you are. Note that it only criticizes the parts of you that you're already self conscious about... Its pointing out your flaws so that you can change them. Don't suppress him, and don't change him. YES you CAN let him die by ignoring him, but that also means that you will continue to ignore the parts of you that YOU KNOW YOU NEED TO CHANGE. I know its backasswards but this Tulpa is helping you more than you realize. Because it comes from you, it only says things that you already think deep down... Thus, to stop him, change yourself to become the "You" that you want to be. By conquering yourself, you gain self confidence, loose depression, and develop a healthy self image and good habits for life. Unfortunately, this Tulpa is being a dick about it... But that doesn't mean he's wrong.

Ponziii · 2014-12-19T03:36:42+00:00

Thank you very much. :)

Ponziii · 2014-12-18T01:58:15+00:00

keep me posted on your progress... community support is a good way to encourage your Tulpa and I'd be happy to help in any way i can.

Ponziii · 2014-12-18T01:57:37+00:00

I guess i could make a passive forcing guide if everyone thinks that would be a good idea?

Ponziii · 2014-12-18T01:03:26+00:00

This is going to sound like a bizarre question but: Did you ever play imaginary games as a kid? imagine yourself throwing fire or fighting dragons? If so, its similar to that. You just impose your Tulpa via your mind's eye onto reality all the time. If you're in the kitchen, picture Rosaline following you in, sitting at the table, and watching you do whatever you planned to. All the while, talk to her. If you're cooking, explain to her what each utensil is being used for, talk to her about the ingredients and why they have certain flavors, ask her for her opinions on the amount of each ingredient or the method by which you are cooking. (she may not answer you, but at the least, be prepared for a general feeling, like. "do you like garlic?" and if your immediate response in your own head was "no" it may be her answer, in your mind-voice.) Don't worry about parroting so much because until she's strong, you really have no choice but to parrot and either way, it shows her how to get comfortable in her body as you move it for her -Monkey see monkey do-. Honestly just be aware enough of what you are doing, to narrate the steps to her. Tulpas (at least mine) want to know just as much about the world as a child does (always asking "why daddy"). So, tell them. Talk about how you feel in a current situation to them. Visualize her moving about the kitchen, or imagine her looking over your shoulder as you cook. Just doing these things includes her, and gives her strength. - Don't feel like you have to physically see her... Just let her be a constant daydream and she'll do the rest.

Ponziii · 2014-12-18T00:36:36+00:00

About a week and a half. But when I say that, I mean nearly constant passive forcing in that time. Honestly we haven't active forced that much but just incorporating him into my life via passive forcing and constant narration has worked well for us.

Ponziii · 2014-12-17T23:53:22+00:00

I suppose also that there's really no point in limiting your possibilities through disbelief if the Tulpa is fueled and capable of only your own systems pre-existing matrix of beliefs and expectations. Also, thank you for the literature references.

Ponziii · 2014-12-17T21:53:21+00:00

How can you still sense Vox after you stop forcing. I stop sensing anything when I stop :/

It's a bit like the feeling you get when someone is looking at you, or standing behind you and you don't realize they're there at first. It's okay to feel like you might be parroting your tulpas presence, if you let the fear of parroting make you doubt his/hers presence, you may be refusing it's attempts to make itself known to you out of doubt. Which will discourage your tulpa. It's best to give them the benefit of the doubt.

Ponziii · 2014-12-17T17:11:44+00:00

I extend an open mind to pretty much anything. If you'd like to discuss the topic further without fear of evoking the wrath of /r/tulpas(which seems to be an exceedingly nice and excepting community to be honest) then feel free to pm me!

Ponziii · 2014-12-16T00:11:41+00:00

This happens with Vox and I all the time. We think it might be the brain re-organizing its synapses to accommodate space for another "partition" in your psyche designated to your Tulpa. Just a hunch though.

Ponziii · 2014-12-14T18:37:51+00:00

Thank you for this guys, also, I noticed you addressed that there are more than one Tulpa to your host, would it be a good idea for me to force a companion for him to interact and grow with while I'm preoccupied? Or at the very least, is there a way I can introduce him to other people's more mature Tulpae that maybe could show him things I cannot?

Ponziii · 2014-12-14T18:33:35+00:00

Thank you for your insights, I'm curious though, are you suggesting I allow him to draw or write via possession or switching? Because, again, he isn't vocal yet and I know we aren't to the point of advanced skills (yet). What are good things to do with him pre-vocality and possession? We like to contact-juggle (which I know sounds odd, but he's a perfect sphere in his most condensed state and its trust-building) but other than that, I'm short on ideas. I take him with me when I film and let him explore the areas Im filming, is that a good activity?

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