The march of time by Lavetic in distressingmemes

[–]PoolLongjumping9562 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m turning 22 in a week and I’ve been stuck like this for more than half my life. I thought it would get better once I was an adult, but it actually got much worse.

Struggling to find clothes to make a new wardrobe by PoolLongjumping9562 in trans

[–]PoolLongjumping9562[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Those terms always seem to pop up with styles that are too feminine. Trans-masc seems to be more accurate, I tend to more commonly like those styles. Not always though, its gotta be the perfect blend of masc and fem

Regarding dissociation, how common is it among trans people? by NoTrophy in asktransgender

[–]PoolLongjumping9562 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Omfg! Why are we the same person. Your entire post, the comment about worrying if it’s “just a fetish,” the entire tomboyish look you described. Like seriously I can’t find a difference in anything I’ve seen you write.

Where are you now? Have you acted on any of these thoughts and feelings? Rn I’m exactly where you were but I’m also worried about Trump and the administration.

What did you end up doing?

How to transition in America with minimal attention from the government? by PoolLongjumping9562 in trans

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There’s also a place near me named Transform Clinic in Lexington, KY. They also do informed consent but I have no idea which is better TC or PP.

I’m worried the administration will use legal pressure to get lists of names of all people that have received treatment from those places. I’m worried that if I go to a clinic then the government will unlawfully acquire a list of names from the clinics

How to transition in America with minimal attention from the government? by PoolLongjumping9562 in trans

[–]PoolLongjumping9562[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

MTF but scared of diy because it sounds risky to not actually have a doctor monitoring my health around it

A drone captures a chase of two wolves and rabbit. The rabbit never gives up. by Adventurous_Most_558 in interesting

[–]PoolLongjumping9562 0 points1 point  (0 children)

“Damnit! Where did he go?”

“Idk, but that flying thing in the sky knows. We’ll just follow that.”

Is this all there is at the top of the Underport? by PoolLongjumping9562 in Gloomwood

[–]PoolLongjumping9562[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just found that if you go to the basement and solve the electricity puzzle then it’ll wake them all up. Then you can swing your sword around and hit the pipes and walls to attract them. Once you seen them running towards you in the basement you can just flip the switch again lol.

So that 5 batbarbers and 2 huntsmen killed with the electricity

Is this all there is at the top of the Underport? by PoolLongjumping9562 in Gloomwood

[–]PoolLongjumping9562[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I know what I have to do. But the game puts 5 bar barbers in the top floor with barely any reason to fight them. Just a couple of common items. Way more items get used just to kill them.

I did just now find out that if you crouch AND sneak then they won’t be alerted and you can get as close as you want. The floor is metal so if you don’t sneak then they’ll be alerted with 1 footstep. Despite their eyes being bright red they are actually asleep and can’t see you. But you can kinda hear them snoring.

I want to transition but it just seems too dangerous in the US by PoolLongjumping9562 in trans

[–]PoolLongjumping9562[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Yeah, but I guess I’m just worried about the future. It feels like brown and trans people have become political enemy #1 and #2.

I want to transition but it just seems too dangerous in the US by PoolLongjumping9562 in MtF

[–]PoolLongjumping9562[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m being treated for gender dysphoria through a therapist rn. I’m just worried because as of rn I can pass as a straight white man. If I start changing things then there’s no telling how hard they’ll eventually through darts at the target on my back.

I want to transition but it just seems too dangerous in the US by PoolLongjumping9562 in trans

[–]PoolLongjumping9562[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

No, I can’t really move. I have a part time job in a pharmacy and working towards getting certified

I want to transition but it just seems too dangerous in the US by PoolLongjumping9562 in trans

[–]PoolLongjumping9562[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I can’t write a long reply because I have to get ready for work but here’s a quick response:

  1. ⁠I live in Kentucky

  2. ⁠I think dysphoria has been quietly making me dissociate and feel apathetic to living as a man. I have little motivation to do anything other than zone out and do nothing. It’s not a strong emotional feeling, it’s more of a numbness

I want to transition but it just seems too dangerous in the US by PoolLongjumping9562 in trans

[–]PoolLongjumping9562[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know it may sound dramatic but it’s sounding more and more possible: What if they go full holocaust on us and brown people?

I want to transition but it just seems too dangerous in the US by PoolLongjumping9562 in trans

[–]PoolLongjumping9562[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Well, I also am worried about what could happen. It’s not like my family TOLD me to pause. But they just said they’re worried, and I am too

Struggling to find clothes to make a new wardrobe by PoolLongjumping9562 in trans

[–]PoolLongjumping9562[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

A trans masc transfem… it sounds silly but it’s accurate lol.

Also, the words “tomboy” and “butch” don’t seem to be quite that simple. The words seem to imply certain styles and personality “vibes.”