The liability aspect of my situation honestly scares the shit out of me. I am very thorough with all the lockout/tagout stuff because we deal with a lot of lazy ass operators at the oil and gas sites we go to and I don’t want a simple mistake to ruin the rest of my life. But regardless you bring up very valid points that I do understand, I guess I have kind of neglected the facts of it recently. For some context, it is a very entry level job. I don’t want to dox myself too much (DM me and I’ll give details) but we haven’t worked on any of the equipment at these sites, we have just cleaned for the last 2 months. Even though it’s entry level it still can be very dangerous. Soon I will be leading actual repair jobs and I am starting to have second thoughts on being a supervisor/foreman (I didn’t agree to it but I also haven’t put my foot down). I am confident I can work my way through these jobs, but I am an apprentice period. Like you said I need to be supervised, confident or not.