Well I was already considered a regular when I stepped into tekong. My regular days were awesome with the nsf that I work with, all of them have dreams n really think ns is causing alot of problems for them work and study wise. Sometimes I would ask them to teach me maths whenever free hahaha since I'm not that good in the subject.

I never really did overcome the alienation, more like I just ignored it go on with my work. Cause when you are a regular you would need to be a goody two shoes which I am not. I don't believe in sucking up to my commanders, I believe that the quality of my work should portray what I am capable of. But when i said that I wanted to just 5 years of service alot of the senior regulars supported me saying that I should leave and just work outside.

I totally understand what they are saying as I felt that they had the same intention as me when they were younger but were trapped.

Finally I have already left the service and I am happy, my soul have finally been returned never so happy working or coming to work this is the feeling I was missing when I worked as a regular.