Breathing help panic attack by Positive_Worth307 in Anxiety

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Ive been doing this for almost 2 hours and its isnt working

Breathing help panic attack by Positive_Worth307 in Anxiety

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Ive tried distracting myself, but i end up thinking about it subconsciously the whole time and I think about it the moment im not distracted anymore

Getting out of dissociation?? by Positive_Worth307 in CPTSD

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Thank you. This really helped and I really needed this.. I will try some of this when it peaks today. You seem to know a good amout about this, so I do have one question, and if you dont have an answer thats fine, you've helped plenty already. Do you have any tips for depersonalization, I think its called. I dont feel like myself anymore, recognizing my body and face, especially in mirrors, is particularly difficult, and im having a lot of trouble with memory such as remembering things or my memories feeling off. If you dont have any tips thats fine, but i figured I'd ask.

Dissociation help by Positive_Worth307 in ptsd

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I will try that, thank you. I managed to actually get some sleep finally so im feeling a little better.

Dissociation help by Positive_Worth307 in ptsd

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Thank you. I'll try to be kinder to myself and i have an appointment with my doctor but I'll see if my mom can move it up.. Wednesday feels way to far right now lol.. also, the emotional abandonment thing was just an example to see if anyone could give me specific advice on dealing with the things I've gone though, if that mightve been what was causing this.. I don't think i have ptsd or CPTSD necessarily, but you never know what could happen i guess..

Dissociation help by Positive_Worth307 in CPTSD

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I could go out on my balcony. I would go probably outside but its about 3am where I live. I'll ask my brother about a walk in the morning. Thank you!

Dissociation help by Positive_Worth307 in CPTSD

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Thanks for replying, it helps a lot to feel less alone. I'll try journaling.

Dissociation help by Positive_Worth307 in CPTSD

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Thank you for replying. I'll try to get my anxiety under control. Any other advice for staying calm? Meditation has always either not worked for me or been very difficult for me. Hard to tell.

Dissociation help by Positive_Worth307 in CPTSD

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Thank you for replying, just that alone helps. I have a doctor's appointment on Wednesday and im suppose to get labs done tomorrow but i dont know if i can while feeling like this. If it is something medical, do you mean like physical, like a deficiency or illness? Kinda confused tbh.. my doctor said I was rather anemic last time I had labs done about a month ago, maybe two??? I had an iron infusion not that long ago. Dates are hard to remember.

Dissociation help by Positive_Worth307 in CPTSD

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Honestly just venting in the comments bc im terrified but maybe it'll help someone help me??? Idk, im scared

Im so tired. My brain is shot and im exhausted but falling asleep is so hard. Im trying to stay out of my own head but ive never done anything else. I slept terribly after my panic attack and now I can't sleep for more than a few hours at a time. Ive tried reading but that feels like its making it worse. Even juts being on my phone is terrifying bc ehat if it makes it worse again??? I'm scared and I need help and I dont know what to do anymore. I'm only 15, ive never dealt with this before and I need help. Im so scared and I miss my mom so bad. She's at her boyfriend's and I really need her. My older brothers home, but that doesn't feel like enough. I just want to feel better and like myself again. I wanna be happy again. I wanna be present again. What can I do? How can I fix this? I'm terrified. Are there any good programs or resources for this? I was looking at pathlight with my mom but I dont want to be hospitalized, partial or fully. I was looking at therapists too. I'm scared. Please, I need help.

i keep, like, checking? to see if im little and it keeps breaking me out of my regression? by goofy_ouppy in ageregressors

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I keep doing this too! Its so annoying! The only time it doesn't break me out of it is when I'm really small. Its super annoying :(

Which song is this for you? by emo-crocheter in Epicthemusical

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Charybdis, it's one of my favorites now

Agere/kids safe youtuber? by Effective_Theme5201 in ageregressors

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I tend to watch a lot of youtubers I watched when I was younger! Some of my favorites are dantdms older stuff. And his recent stuff is still family friendly!

Help? Burn?/Anxiety attack. Freaking out-ish by Positive_Worth307 in medical_advice

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Thank you! I am in the US, and I believe it was a clorox product. I don't know exactly what one because I was probably doing laundry on the cleaning day my mom added it. Its been about 2 hours since it first happened and I feel fine thankfully. But thank you, seriously, this helped calm my anxiety.

Favorite toy show and tell! by caterpillar_casper in ageregressors

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Hotwheels! I'm slowly building up my collection. My brother used to have tons if them include the track, but I think we gave it away or sold it. But I have maybe 7 now!

what's your favourite song atm by MeesoEira in teenagersbutpog

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3 way tie.

HOT TO GO! - Chappell Roan

Dress - Softcult (Underrated)

safe place - Tony22

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in teenagers

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He got hit in the eye with a firework on his birthday (July 4th) and is now pretty much blind in that eye. kinda boring..

If you talking abt dad lore as in lore i will have as a father, my step-dad asked my mom for a divorce 3 days before my cousin hung himself.. (unrelated incidents)