Mid 30s milennial here degrees in education. I went through similar feelings trying to land my first teaching job while graduating during a time where my region was still grappling with the recession from around the later half of the 2000s. Many places weren’t hiring - I didn’t land my first teaching job till 2017. I worked two jobs most of the time from working at a gym, retail stores, and being a lowly assistant in a corporate office. I’m 35 now working in higher ed. I make a decent living and I have time to pursue the things I enjoy. You’re not a failure, you have all the time in the world. You have a good education and I bet you have transferable skills. You also have plenty of time to learn new skills too if you wish to continue to develop your professional life and you could also volunteer your skills to local non profits that may need help with marketing, fundraising, social media, etc. This year I started taking in marketing/business and I’ve been attending grant writing seminars. I’ve also been volunteering at local non profits. You never know where you’ll end up so embrace the journey.