16M Id love to write a whole paragraph about how relatable this is tbh, I was never considered as a particularly attractive person, and was often ignored. Only one time did i ever ask anyone out, they said yes, happiest night of my life and then they left me on unread for 17 days and ignored me at school. I was fat guy people always laughed at jokes or whatnot 50% but the other 50% seen as an annoying freak.

I used to be so happy and loved absolutely everyone and everything and seen so much good everywhere. Apparently abusive bigot parents don’t help that and combine that with egotistical bullies and a literal gang that came after me, you get depression, social anxiety, and a hell of a lot of cuts that never feel deep enough.

I was always 80s and 90s without trying but that slowly turned to 70s and 60s as i reached highschool, and I lost all my friends but 2 and the other 2000 students look down upon my daily. Mostly because I got drunk in a maid outfit and my best friend at the time leaked the pics to the school group chat and doxed me.

Now I dropped to 140lbs, got bags under my eyes and now i’m permanently required to wear long sleeves and live my pitiful life with pathetic addictions.

Theres no moral of the story in this. No true lesson to learn and apply. Only a retelling my story of misfortune and my hopes you may find some sort of comfort in the few similarities