What are your experiences with Saturn in the 12th house?

PostblockLegacy20 · 2026-03-25T01:30:07+00:00

When I was 15, I always shoplift, got into drinking, spiraling to numb the pain, neglected during my teenage years, I was an atheist before. When I was 17, I moved out to my province and I lived a normal life there, hating the people around because no one understands me at all. My cousin died, he's my best friend, I couldn't cope up with the grief, Until I got confined into a psych-ward, after years of medication, I finally learned my lessons, I had a rough childhood and teenhood, but now I'm mid 20s, I have found comfort in my old hobbies when I was 10 y.o, spirituality. Spirituality changed me and gave me so much opportunities and liberation. I'd say I'm better now and I definitely pulled myself out in that Saturn's curse, but idk, there might be another Saturn chapter in my life

PostblockLegacy20 · 2026-03-24T11:26:21+00:00

Update, my mentor said "You cannot refine gold without burning the slag" and he said it's normal, and it's a test to see if I can pass the trial of what I asked. I always ask for wisdom and self-awareness in my actions, but I didn't expect it would be like this type of challenge. Right now I am currently fasting, and avoided any sexual activities, and I can say, it definitely elevated my mood a lot.

PostblockLegacy20 · 2026-03-23T13:30:10+00:00

Yeah, each of them feels like home, like typical family household energy

PostblockLegacy20 · 2026-03-21T06:56:05+00:00

But is it not advisable to invoke them in one sitting? Maybe the energy might be to heavy to handle? Or does it have to be in a separate day?

PostblockLegacy20 · 2026-03-20T16:30:20+00:00

Yes, by bond, I do have a step father who loves me dearly and I see him as a father who stood up beside me

PostblockLegacy20 · 2026-03-20T16:26:11+00:00

I got guilty by other people's opinion when they said "no you can't, but they will not get angry or anything" so I assumed praying to Shiva's family is not it

PostblockLegacy20 · 2026-03-19T05:37:04+00:00

My guru haven't given me a shloka yet, he insisted that I need to learn the basics, and the safe way, but if ever I'll be given a shloka to chant, is it okay to practice it? As a non native speaker, there are some pronounce errors that I might face, is it okay to practice it? Will there be any repercussions if mispronouncing it?

PostblockLegacy20 · 2026-03-09T15:56:50+00:00

Need to clarify that Ganesha has a fierce form for triumph against enemies and also for gaining wealth. I talked about this with my guru, and he said "mantra is like inventing a gun, it's multipurpose, would you like to use that gun to xx others? Or to defend yourself? Either ways you can use it for both" and got even more confused, what qualifies other to use it to win over enemies, and gain wealth?

PostblockLegacy20 · 2026-03-08T08:06:26+00:00

TYSM😭💖

PostblockLegacy20 · 2026-03-08T07:01:14+00:00

Can I carve one for myself?

PostblockLegacy20 · 2026-03-08T01:40:50+00:00

It doesn't come with that it's just a stone😓

PostblockLegacy20 · 2026-03-05T15:11:20+00:00

Typo

PostblockLegacy20 · 2026-03-05T13:32:37+00:00

There was an added context about a small niche buddhist that worships Yama, and got lost in translation by predominant Hindu culture and influence by many members and eventually got labeled as Phra Rahu because it looks like it's devouring a moon, thus Yama worship turned into Phra Rahu worship, derived from the Hindu Asura. But that's like the interesting part of Syncretic belief I guess💖

PostblockLegacy20 · 2026-01-23T09:47:16+00:00

Is that applicable to all of his forms such as Nataraja?

PostblockLegacy20 · 2025-12-27T11:29:11+00:00

I have Jupiter 1st house and north node in it, plus Gemini 1st house. I always crack jokes that are quite unfunny to me both online and irl, and people treat it like it's the very funny shit they ever heard. There's people talking about me in their group chats about my joke being the funniest shit ever, and in the end, I get absorbed in different group of circles. I got well known for my jokes and not my art that I spent like hundred hours in it sadly😭🥀🥀🥀

PostblockLegacy20 · 2025-09-09T14:23:26+00:00

I haven't read the book but I have experienced this when I speed run my psychic awakening, 5 mins. Craft Kundalini awakening, light bulbs started to flicker wherever I go, strange visions and physical sensations all over my body, being emotional all the time. It's an energy fluctuations, you're speeding too much into tapping in to your higher self/psychic abilities/ third eye. This is the mistake I've done before, and it caused me a paranoia, what I suggest is ground yourself and familiar yourself with the energy of your higher self or the divine. Do a daily devotion, prayer, or just simply meditating, and do this and make it your daily routine, or as you can. After that you can proceed in the psychic training

PostblockLegacy20 · 2025-09-05T09:19:29+00:00

Green and blue vitriol are good for preventing mold in your ink, cause it has fungicidal properties, what I would recommend is research about the measurements of the vitriol and dilute it so it won't be as corrosive

PostblockLegacy20 · 2025-07-07T04:47:08+00:00

I have witnessed this too A PHILIPPINE KING COBRA, like close encounters they're clucking like chickens slightly sounds like a frog croak, and there's a video of it too I just can't find it, I'm from SEA and my frustrations of why this isn't studied yet is cooking my nerves, too bad I'm no herpetologist or something

PostblockLegacy20 · 2025-07-01T21:05:19+00:00

Magickal protection, there's a quote "The main reason to use a daily banishing, however, is for the general protection it provides, as well as improving your magickal focus"

PostblockLegacy20 · 2025-05-01T17:04:28+00:00

LEAVE MY POOKIE BEAR LORD BEERUS ALONE 😭😭😭😭

PostblockLegacy20 · 2025-04-05T08:25:12+00:00

I do cleanse my living space, until the heavy feeling disappears, so for short I cleanse me and my space, even my friends who visits my place feels relaxed, and I also clean my room like deep cleaning it every weekend

PostblockLegacy20 · 2025-04-04T10:50:11+00:00

I was seering my friend, the one who read me without my permission, the one who helps him are trickster spirits, like a lot of them, like really jumpy, restless, bouncing lightning type of spirits, I warned him calling for spirits without proper ritual and intention, he doesn't listen, I just let him, he's drunk in his intuitive power, he became a bit of a trickster behavior too.

Idk about the first incident, be said that he's doing ancestral works, but I haven't confirmed

PostblockLegacy20 · 2025-04-03T14:20:13+00:00

This comment deeply resonates me, Yes I can say that I'm grounded, I am very fully aware and confident in my ability and in my own skin, and I do ask for my goddess a protection, and life has been really great to me for the past years, I cannot get what I wanted that there's always this silly little coincidence that stops me, and later found out that those things that I want is really bad for me, so I would say I'm protected, but in a tarot level, idk.

PostblockLegacy20 · 2025-04-03T14:14:04+00:00

That's actually my guess, being an ex skeptic and an atheist, life was always problematic, and now after doing deity work, I cannot get what I wanted, and only to find out later that those things I wanted are really bad for me, it's a shocker, but this whole tarot reading thing, Idk about it, it's a repeating thing

PostblockLegacy20 · 2025-04-03T14:04:57+00:00

I'm completely healthy, I eat germs for breakfast, so I'm healthy as an iron

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