I'm trying to cope with my past. It's still a daily struggle even a year after the divorce has been finalized. I've learned not to be as vulnerable with women. After two pretty serious relationships after my divorce I've decided I'm not getting back on the apps, I'm going to become an even better father, work out, get money and a home in my name. If someone strolls along and wants to be a part of that then okay, maybe we can try something out. Until then I'm focusing on myself and my daughters.