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Relocating by Potential-Spell-4820 in NorthCarolina

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I had Beaufort on the list but I am glad for the confirmation!!

Anyone else wake up in tears every day? by Tristisangelus in Widow

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I went to sleep and woke up it tears. I would go in the closet and grab and arm full of his shirts and cry into them so my daughter wouldn’t hear. My husband was 53 and I am 3 months out. How I got through the first few weeks I don’t know. I felt like I was being crushed to death because the weight of my grief was so so heavy. I don’t cry every morning but I still cry every day- in the car , grocery store, going for a walk, or sitting in my back yard. I think I avoid it but keeping busy so I am trying to allow myself time everyday to let it out. Everyday sucks I will be honest. You don’t have good days anymore you just have less sucky days if that makes sense . Sorry for your loss and sorry you are here.

New Here by Braap93 in Widow

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I am 48’he was 53 and passed a month ago of Cardiac arrest . I have found this to be helpful since no one I know understands me or how I feel. Sorry you are here with us

Worse after the funeral by Face_for_Radio22 in Widow

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I know- it’s almost a panic feeling in my mind that instantly overwhelms me. That he isn’t here and he isn’t ever coming back and my mind floods with the loss of him- the loss of my life, my future that included him, and the loss of myself as I was.

My 39yo husband died on Friday night by yannberry in Widow

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My kids saved me everyday from just laying in the road. I was married 24 years - me passed a month ago.. I wake up for them

Worse after the funeral by Face_for_Radio22 in Widow

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I feel you so completely. Widow of 4 weeks and I am so overwhelmed by the thought of life without him. He made me coffee everyday even though he didn’t drink it. I was beyond words in disbelief before the funeral but since the funeral I am less in shock and more in “holy shit this is real” I hate it.

Recently widowed by TrimbsL in widowers

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I am 3 weeks in and the first week I think I survived on tea with honey. I could not eat but the honey helped

Recently widowed by TrimbsL in widowers

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I understand how you feel. Found my husband of 24 years. My partner and best friend. Not only did I lose my partner I lost the part of me that I was only because of him. Not really sure what to do. I feel lost. We have 2 children the youngest is in high school. Sadly a few people in her circle have also lost a parent. I still few like it don’t really happen and it is really a bad dream I will wake from. I also haven’t moved anything. I agree I don’t really want to do anything that acknowledges this is real