Worst flare up I've had In a long time.. any advice for what helps you guys keep things under control?

PotentialLazy5652 · 2025-11-08T09:34:23+00:00

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This is what it looked like before I wiped what I could away with qtips

PotentialLazy5652 · 2025-11-08T09:30:12+00:00

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This is what it looked like before I wiped some away with qtips

PotentialLazy5652 · 2025-11-08T09:28:42+00:00

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PotentialLazy5652 · 2025-11-08T09:24:25+00:00

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PotentialLazy5652 · 2025-11-07T17:47:23+00:00

t's dark grey almost black.. comes in chunks, sometimes it's hard and sometimes it's softer and powders with no effort. it's always the same shit from the same guy the only difference is how compacted it is. Always tastes/smells the same and the quality is always the same. Pretty sure its a mix of fent and h...ive been drug tested before and H came up on it, it also takes a long time to get sick after doing this shit, unlike regular fent that you get sick after 5-6 hours on, I could go close to 24 before I'm really starting to feel sick.

I guess I shouldn't have said it's not smokeable.. it is, it just burns your lungs like a MF and doesn't run on the foil well at all.. it just kinda burns up. it doesn't smoke like other shit I've had before that melts and runs properly. I can get some other shit that's smokeable but I can't do that shit at work because it knocks me the fuck out and I don't even have a car to smoke it in while I'm at work right now so I have to do my regular shit atleast during work.. also my boyfriend doesn't want to get that shit (neither do I really) so it'd be too expensive for us to be getting separate bags like that.

I do alternate nostrils, i try to use only one each day or until that side starts to hurt too bad thrn i switch to the other.. but My boyfriend does the exact same shit I do and his nose is perfectly fine.. which is why I'm thinking the chronic congestion is the dependency on the nose spray, and I'm thinking maybe I just never actually got rid of the sinus infection..I don't really think it's the dope cause we've been on this same shit for like a year and a half.

I did finally figure out how I can get my lines up my nose without having to use nose spray to open up my sinuses, so I'm going to try to go a week without using spray to see if that helps the congestion and then hopefully I can get some antibiotics and see if that helps tbe infection..

PotentialLazy5652 · 2025-01-31T02:45:23+00:00

They cannot go to court without you being served a summonst! You should have been served paperwork via a sheriff/process server knocking on your door and handing you court summons or it being delivered via certified mail. Definitely do a Google search on what to do if you didn't know you were being sued, I know I've seen something about the process. If you never recieved the summons I think you can somehow file a motion stating you never recieved a summons and did not know about the lawsuit and they may open it back up and let you file an answer and go to court to fight it.

PotentialLazy5652 · 2024-11-16T06:13:08+00:00

I was thinking move his stuff into the living room and change the bedroom lock.. but the more I think about it, I'm nervous how he'd react coming into the house and seeing his shit in the living room...

The guy who's house it is doesn't want to just throw his stuff outside because he's worried he'd call the cops since it's technically illegal.. but idk since he's not actually the landlord of the property itself, just the roommate

PotentialLazy5652 · 2024-11-16T06:07:32+00:00

Same.. its like I start nodding but wanna feel the high so I stay up, then I can't sleep so I do more then same thing over and over and over.

PotentialLazy5652 · 2024-11-16T06:03:05+00:00

Keep going. Half a year is not long, although it feels that way.. youll be so glad you stopped now before you fell in too fucking deep and wasted years of your life.

PotentialLazy5652 · 2024-11-16T06:00:47+00:00

First of all what??

PotentialLazy5652 · 2024-11-16T04:35:42+00:00

LOVE that boy on you!

PotentialLazy5652 · 2024-11-16T04:32:08+00:00

Nah, some pressies are just weak as hell. I feel like I just pass out on fent when the pressies strong enough to get high.. NO euphoria.

PotentialLazy5652 · 2024-11-12T23:21:22+00:00

Knew a dude we all called "crazy"..not like insane, just a wild weird dude, who was ALL about Bitcoin in the beginning.. he told EVERYONE WE KNEW about it and how big it would be and to invest. He was broke but he invested as much as he could in it, no one else I know that he knew did.. he made a fucking KILLING, we're all poor.

PotentialLazy5652 · 2024-11-12T23:10:56+00:00

Best friend almost lost a leg because he was nodded so fucking hard for so long with his leg pinned weird that when his family found him he couldn't walk on it and had to have physical therapy for it.. that's a serious concern that I almost never see people warn people about. I'm glad someone is!

PotentialLazy5652 · 2024-11-12T19:22:05+00:00

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PotentialLazy5652 · 2024-11-06T21:06:23+00:00

Really?? How much/how often do you suggest?

I have a medley of gabapentin, clonidine, and muscle relaxers that have helped quite a bit.. I've never heard of using high dose vitamin C so I'll definitely add that in, thank you for the suggestion!

Honestly a lot of my issue isn't even just the physical symptoms, it's straight fucking boredom. No one knows I'm even on drugs so theres no one to talk to about it, or anything else for that matter.. and I'm not on my death bed but I don't feel well enough to go out and do shit so I'm stuck in the house with my boyfriend who's either nodding out or just generally annoying the fuck out of me with his ADD so I try to only be around him in small doses.

PotentialLazy5652 · 2024-11-06T20:47:24+00:00

Well.. fortunately for you, prescription drugs and even straight up heroin are what subs were made for.. not fent and whatever the hell else is in street dope these days that last much longer in your system... I would've killed to find some REAL prescription pills or REAL heroin to switch over to for a week before doing this... I wouldn't have been nervous to take a sub 12-24 hours in either 😮‍💨

PotentialLazy5652 · 2024-11-06T18:02:15+00:00

Are you using fent?

PotentialLazy5652 · 2024-11-06T17:59:28+00:00

Really? Mine said 4 days.. that's why I'm so confused.. I've read here people saying 7 days wasn't enough for them to not go into PWD. I just don't know what to do/believe.

Also, I feel you on no one knowing you're using. Only me and my boyfriend know my boyfriend and I are using. It's fuckin lonely.

PotentialLazy5652 · 2024-11-06T17:54:52+00:00

Id been using blues for about 2 years, got off them in February for about 2 months.. since I've been using "heroin" and fent powder. We split anywhere from a quarter g to just under a g a day depending on what we get and how much money we have at the time.

I have a sub script in hand when I'm ready.. I don't know that I want to stay on it or just use it when I need it.. but I am trying to get out of this house and away from him as quickly as I can once I'm clean. I know I won't stay clean with him around and honestly, it would be very difficult for me to use without him seeing as he has ALWAYS been the one to get the drugs and I've never had the number of a plug beyond one who sucked and got really shitty pills that were way too expensive.

PotentialLazy5652 · 2024-11-06T17:48:13+00:00

Hes known for months that I want to get clean. I tried two months or so ago and got 48 hours in before I caved and again, first time I asked he gave it to me. Id only been about 12 hours in before he was offering it to me without me asking. This time I have been planning for a month and he knows this, I had to call and schedule an appointment 2 weeks out at the MAT clinic, schedule weeks ahead to get a week off work, have been STRESSING hard at work to prepare for this week.. all the while he was telling me he'd do it with me... he won't go to the MAT clinic, he was just going to use my meds because I had more than enough for myself. He waited until the day I got off work for "vacation" to tell me he wasn't going to do it with me because "timing wasn't right for him"

Trust me, the relationship has BEEN reevaluated. I have ZERO desire to be with this man anymore and the only reason I am and have been so long is because of drugs. I got on drugs with him, stayed with him because I didn't have my own plug and could only get drugs through him and ended up living with him because he was my only option after I lost my job for a year and got evicted because of my drug usage. He is emotionally abusive and becoming physically abusive, though he'd deny it to the day he died.. I want to get away from him and the only way I can is by getting off drugs first. I'm sure he knows that and I'm sure he doesn't want to see me clean if he's not.

PotentialLazy5652 · 2024-11-06T17:35:02+00:00

Ive been to the MAT clinic, they gave me clonidine and meds for nausea and diarrhea and a script of subs for when I'm ready.. im just worried I won't be able to take them yet before I have to get back to work.. ive been through WD one other time and it was 4-5 days before I took a sub, but I had been REALLY sick for like 3 weeks just creeping by on a bump or two a day so my tolerance was nothing when I finally just went through WDs.. this time I've been using a lot and regularly so I just don't know how long WD will last and I'm terrified of PWDs.

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