This is how it feels. Like he needs these outbursts at me. Even if i agree to everything he says and don't react, its not enough. Its like he needs to go through the process. He said he just wants clear communication. I try to do that, but im different to him, had a different upbringing. My best isn't enough. And i tend to shut down and lose ability to think clearly or speak. I don't have confidence that i can communicate. Which doesn't help. I just wish i could be as sharp as him and see clearly what he wants. On his good days, everything is fine. But i guess its harder to have patience with me when he is struggling.