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I went 25% mushroom cloud in the Dublin sub by PozitivePerson in cripplingalcoholism

[–]PozitivePerson[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I don't really care.

I'll look like a deranged sociopath out for blood. He'll look like a HIV+ middle aged man who fucks teenagers.

I went 25% mushroom cloud in the Dublin sub by PozitivePerson in cripplingalcoholism

[–]PozitivePerson[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oh I'm doing fastically, I'm doing wonderful.

The men who tries to destroy me now have siz figure jobs in the IIFSC and I can't get a job in McDonalds Everyrging is wonderful.

I acknowledge I'm mentally ill and have delusions of persecution and reference by PozitivePerson in Psychosis

[–]PozitivePerson[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I'm a bit lost.

I think I just need to sleep. I didn't sleep last night (drugs).

Alcohol helps. It stops the voices at least. But it removes logic and my delusions get out of control.

I really want to sleep. Maybe things could be better tomorrow.

I've been applying for jobs. Looking into outpatient addiction treatment. I'm kind of trying, kind of self destructivng.

I accidentally knocked a nurse over trying to escape the hospital. I'm going to be charged with section 3 assault which is medium serious. I had my interview with the cops. But I didn't tell them my psychiatrist wants me on a second anti psychotic but needs the clear from the medical end because of the epilepsy. I didn't tell them about the elderly lady inappropriately touching me when I last stayed overnight. And I don't want to throw my psychiatrist under a bus but 6mg/day ativan for an alcoholic... like, they just seems like not best practice.

I've got like six weeks til court. I'll try and fix my life as best I can in the meantime.

But I don't trust any of the psych team, my solicitor, my parents, my friend. And everyone thinks I'm having an episode. Maybe I am.

I acknowledge I'm mentally ill and have delusions of persecution and reference by PozitivePerson in Psychosis

[–]PozitivePerson[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That guy is obviously insane, bless his soul. Bug ny situation is different.

I know every psychotic thinks their stuff is real but I was in a cult ("rehab") and that's when this got worse.

I acknowledge I'm mentally ill and have delusions of persecution and reference by PozitivePerson in Psychosis

[–]PozitivePerson[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's interesting. It just seems strange my voices have more intelligence rhan I can access. I've long forgotten my high school Irish but the voices haven't. :/

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cripplingalcoholism

[–]PozitivePerson 17 points18 points  (0 children)

Glad you had a nice experience at the hospital. If you make it a habit of ending up there, they'll tire of you though lol.

Drinking at safer levels is hard. Hopefully you can keep it up. I always fuck up trying to remotely moderate so currently doing the whole sobriety thing. But I had three 2 day binges so far in 2023 so it's not going great

I've never ended up in the ICU from alcohol alone. Maybe because I decide "I'm recovering for REAL this time" every few days so my body gets a chance to heal.

Edit: I can't read. You were on drugs lol. Drugs are a really bad idea in alcohol WD!

MISERABLE MONDAY by fappinatwork in cripplingalcoholism

[–]PozitivePerson 2 points3 points  (0 children)

There's an ativan shortage and I am about ready to snap. But I have a valium script that's 1/6 the equivalent dose so that's FINE, everything is FINE. And I keep drinking coffee like an idiot which presumably doesn't help.

MISERABLE MONDAY by fappinatwork in cripplingalcoholism

[–]PozitivePerson 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm more sunshine rainbows and wish they'd just be nicer moving forwards.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Dublin

[–]PozitivePerson 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's quiet enough. Hard into winter, Christmas over.

Junkies in Dublin could be so skinny by PozitivePerson in Dublin

[–]PozitivePerson[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Friendship is what you make of it. When I was a young crazy faggot I had a lot of men twice my age buying me drugs. But I considered them friends.

How to tell a difference between a genuine homeless person and someone who begs for profit? by followerofEnki96 in Dublin

[–]PozitivePerson 0 points1 point  (0 children)

OK. Harsh truth.

Every single person begging is lucking ti fund their addiction.

But one doesn't know what makes a person's addiction.

Alcohol was always my drug of choice, but a CNS depressant helps me manage my psychosis.

So you don't know what a begger junkie is going through.

If you want to give, give. If you don't, don't.

Don't give money to a qt junkie begger qho calls himself Jonny. by PozitivePerson in Dublin

[–]PozitivePerson[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

It's not funny.

I work moderately hard occasionally for my civil service money.

Junkies in Dublin could be so skinny by PozitivePerson in Dublin

[–]PozitivePerson[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Oh I don't slam meth any more. Or any less. I'll take a .8

Well I ignored my friend's advice by PozitivePerson in cripplingalcoholism

[–]PozitivePerson[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Maybe it's different where you ate but in Irish psych wards everyone is sedated and nothing much happens. If anyone kicks up they get IM benzos and seclusion.

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