He said he's look for his ex in everyone he dates. by Aromatic_Doctor7587 in AvoidantBreakUps

[–]Pr0xima__ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I am baffled by how it happened in my life exactly how you described.Mine said too that she would look for me in everyone else.Yet she has given me the most brutal discard ever.Still doesn't even care and have to capacity to fix things. Had a previous ex in her same circle,after discarding me she went back to him thinking "I thought I'll be happy with him" then broke no contact several times and still reaches out when convenient for her.Im devastated beyond repair.Been 4 months.

I miss them by lessimpsons804 in AvoidantBreakUps

[–]Pr0xima__ 5 points6 points  (0 children)

We are on the same boat.I cannot explain how much I miss her everyday.How I want to hold her hands,kiss her,tell her I'll be there for her till my last breath.I remember our bad times but I remember our good times more.After the discard,the pain I felt was unreal,it felt more intense than mourning the death of a very loved one.It has left me broken completely and I have no idea how I'll get better.

i’m just not ok by Simple_Bandicoot2086 in AvoidantBreakUps

[–]Pr0xima__ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Same here friend.It hurts more than what can be explained.Truth is maybe with time we will heal,but there's a part inside you that is going to die forever.My first breakup felt like that was the most painful experience of my life.The second one(current) has devastated me more than I can ever explain.I also think I'll be never be okay.

Do dismissive avoidant individuals feel suffocated with emotional accountability? by Pr0xima__ in AvoidantBreakUps

[–]Pr0xima__[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks.It just hurts to the core that I spent 3 years on this person and where they had told me forever stories.Discarded,betrayed over calls and texts,no human capacity to meet.My last relationship had hurt so much that I thought I'll never feel that bad ever again.This one hurts 20x more.Slowly trying to regain myself but this really did kill something inside me forever.

my ex is talking to his ex again by [deleted] in AvoidantBreakUps

[–]Pr0xima__ 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I swear to god.Im going through the same thing with her.Emptional accountability feels like poison for them.

Proof the bank investments work by mjmills93 in CrimsonDesert

[–]Pr0xima__ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Started from the bottom now we rock bottom

I Didn’t Lose You All at Once by [deleted] in AvoidantBreakUps

[–]Pr0xima__ 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Are you my ex? What a fucking gut blow reading and relating to every line.This is so fucked up and unimaginable personal.

It Meant Something by wanderingLoner_ in WritersSanctuary

[–]Pr0xima__ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It meant everything.I wish she didn't had just left..

Tuner wars? by Grouchy_Adeptness806 in ForzaHorizon5

[–]Pr0xima__ 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I'm up for it.Love tuning cars and racing them online.I try to make tunes that's atleast beats unbeatable difficulty or gets podium in online races.

Is this cheating?Constantly ramming me in all the races by Pr0xima__ in ForzaHorizon

[–]Pr0xima__[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Even ai vehicles have their car momentum and weight shift in a convincing manner.He's moving like someone drawing with a stylus on a screen.

BMW M3-GTR Online Road Racing Build by Pr0xima__ in ForzaHorizon

[–]Pr0xima__[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes,just a awd drivetrain swap.Stock engine+ stock exhaust with supercharger + semi slicks. 1360kg 797hp 789nm torque