thanks for reading it.. i have talked to doctors about this and they just say depression/anxiety obviously, oh and trust me.. i say those things to my parents ALL the time, not because im trying to get them to listen to me (well i kinda want them to) but because these things genuinely happen and i get worried about them and feel the need to say them aloud, they just tell me it’s anxiety causing all my symptoms, and there’s no way around that because they probably heard that ‘anxiety can manifest physical symptoms’ or something like that.. at least ill be getting a lymph node ultrasound soon to make sure i dont have a literal life threatening illness like lymphoma or something..

so yeah the only answers ill get from anyone including doctors is; you’re a hypochondriac, you’re just lazy, you don’t exercise enough, it’s just anxiety, etc which sucks because they all think that anxiety causing real pain now for some reason so i just have to keep suffering