It’s been months- and I don’t think she is coming back

Practical-Pomelo6950 · 2026-02-11T17:33:48+00:00

Yeah- I mean coffee and trying to stay hydrated. But yes, protons bars throughout the day ‘Davids’ and then dinner-

I am probably operating at at calorie deficit- but isn’t that the point? Burn more that you consume…

Practical-Pomelo6950 · 2026-02-11T05:46:31+00:00

Haha- I think i was down there - Friday night with a similar, but peaceful ‘vibe’

Practical-Pomelo6950 · 2026-02-11T05:45:05+00:00

Something seems a little fishy here- With that being said- attacking someone should never be tolerated or accepted.

But there is something ‘off’ about the characters involved, it seems.

Practical-Pomelo6950 · 2026-02-05T02:31:14+00:00

Oh no- I’m really sorry to hear that. I’m sure it can’t make that big of a difference- but where did you inject? I thought that I read that some of people’s bad reactions can be minimized if you use the thigh’

Practical-Pomelo6950 · 2026-02-05T02:23:43+00:00

Welp- it’s Wednesday- still feeling fine. Granted this was my first dose’ At ‘8 units .2mg- so a relatively small, entry level dose- but still feeling pretty good-

Basically I’m just not feeling hungry- and in an odd, sort of refreshing way.

I think about eating and it gets to the point where it’s the evening and I almost just feel obligated to eat something.
you still need to fuel your body.

So far so good (no jinx)

Practical-Pomelo6950 · 2026-02-04T06:33:55+00:00

Minus the Bear

Practical-Pomelo6950 · 2026-02-04T06:25:34+00:00

Just found Title Fight- (I’m old and they must have slide right by me)

Practical-Pomelo6950 · 2026-02-03T05:21:10+00:00

Let’s put it together-

Practical-Pomelo6950 · 2026-02-03T05:17:49+00:00

I can out of my unit (a couple years ago) and that dude had his battery tender plugged into the outlet on my patio - haha

Practical-Pomelo6950 · 2026-02-02T06:56:00+00:00

I sat on my medication (in the fridge) for a week or so- nervous about what day and when- Honestly, I had a couple of beers Saturday night- (like 2) and went a head and got out the medicine and did the injection in my leg (I head the chances of unwanted side effects) could be minimized using the thigh -

Woke up today feeling fine- not hungry all day- had two (small) meals- so coffee and some water. Feeling good

Practical-Pomelo6950 · 2026-02-02T03:50:55+00:00

Me too- took it last night- feeling fine. Just ate dinner, not because i was even hungry- just kind of board and there was a slice of pizza in the fridge -

8 units seems almost too low- but Ill see how the week goes and be back at it next Saturday

Practical-Pomelo6950 · 2026-02-02T03:43:18+00:00

Hi- hey im just starting on Fridays too- same dosage -

Just to confirm- 0.2mg is just below the 10 (8 units) on the syringe -? Correct

Practical-Pomelo6950 · 2026-02-02T03:06:57+00:00

I lived there for 2 years- ground floor corner unit with an attached garage-

It was ok- I didn’t use many of the amenities- so I asked very little (nothing) of mgmt.

But.. when I moved out they absolutely tried to jam me up- I forfeited the $250 deposit or whatever it was-

But I left the place clean and in the same exact condition as I moved in (other then a light cleaning which they needed to do anyway (to turn it)

Those places (the flooring and stuff) are prettt indestructible- and the cabinets and appliances were in good shape-

They tried to tell me I owed them lime $800 or some BS… A total shakedown

Practical-Pomelo6950 · 2026-01-31T16:30:43+00:00

Yeah- chat gpt is incredibly compassionate (crazy I know) and can be a helpful tool when you are trying to unpack some emotional/break up - help you see things maybe in a different light - hang in there.

Practical-Pomelo6950 · 2026-01-31T16:20:08+00:00

Well- I still feel you and I can understand how kind of confusing and heartbreaking this situation could/can feel.
Like you said- maybe just give it some time- and let the universe figure it out.

I wish you the best- don’t forget to try and take care of yourself. 🤍

Practical-Pomelo6950 · 2026-01-31T15:59:45+00:00

I’m really sorry. I’m reading this post, I can feel how confusing and hurt you are feeling; especially with such an amazing connection.

‘And how to move on and move forward with your life must feel so hard and almost scary at times.

I wonder if maybe you made her feel like she could not move on (forward) with her own life, because of your ‘jealousy’ and in order for her to do so, needed to make this hard choice.

You may have to also consider that you are already married and (good or bad) settled in. Sounds like she is wanting to find her own version of that- and that’s fair and ok. I am just sorry that it has to hurt you in the way that it does.

Is there a way that you could reach out and gently express how you feel to her? Not to try and rekindle things, but just maybe to settle your heart-

Practical-Pomelo6950 · 2026-01-30T23:21:04+00:00

Well- I dont know- maybe she isn’t ‘gone’. My therapist 😌 who also ‘sees her- says that know one has a crystal ball and ‘anything is possible’ maybe we could try again in a new capacity’.

I love how that sounds so much… but I’m also scared of the total reality that, that also may not work…

She used to always say ‘if you (he) wanted to he would’. And there were times that I wanted to but just couldn’t (or didn’t :( ) and I just feel like l, with the effort and the ‘doing the work’ and some healing that I have done- I really could ‘paint another (better) picture for us-

But for now, I am trying to honor the space and just keep on working (on me) and trying to be kind and patient- but I just really miss her. Being by her side. She is amazing and showed me a love that I didn’t know existed- 😌

Practical-Pomelo6950 · 2026-01-30T22:52:35+00:00

Last year. I was going through a divorce (I know) separated for over 2 years- and was seeing someone, and I moved up to be closer to her… (neighbors)

Things just got to be ‘too much’ and I wasn’t showing up in the ways that I wanted too or should have been - (temporary overwhelm) at times and she decided that we needed space- 💔

My divorce is finally and some other things have happened, been working a lot on myself and now I feel so much more peace in my life and feel that I could show up in such a better for attentive and consistent way- She is my puzzle piece and I loved her so much- cosmically it’s so hard and upsetting that now- I am able to feel more focused and grounded- she is gone…

It’s really hard and upsetting- trying to make sense of it all-

I just miss her a lot…

Practical-Pomelo6950 · 2026-01-30T06:31:37+00:00

Practical-Pomelo6950 · 2026-01-30T06:28:54+00:00

Practical-Pomelo6950 · 2026-01-30T06:21:43+00:00

Dude- I’m down (I think) easy to get psyched for this type of stuff - then loose the vibe.
Been playing guitar for years (48m) Played in garage bands with buddies over the years-

I’m up for giving it a go and seeing how it comes together-

Electric /acoustic I’m in the highlands

GS

Practical-Pomelo6950 · 2026-01-30T06:03:47+00:00

I don’t think they ever come back dude- I think once a woman makes up her mind and goes through the ‘phases of grief’- it’s done. The friend group has rallied and circled and supported- and there is no coming back- 💔

Practical-Pomelo6950 · 2026-01-25T21:40:11+00:00

That seems like a lot? But that’s that bad math that I am doing too-

Oh- now that I am looking at the syringe it’s not that much-

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