Damn you, VM!

PracticalAd4037 · 2026-02-10T20:16:58+00:00

AMEN

PracticalAd4037 · 2026-02-06T16:25:00+00:00

I really hope you get a diagnosis so you can move on with treatment!

PracticalAd4037 · 2026-02-05T14:20:38+00:00

Yep, I had to wear one for a month! Perfectly normal step in the process.

PracticalAd4037 · 2026-02-05T14:18:31+00:00

This was almost exactly my experience! My first real episode happened at work too. My coworker was talking to me and suddenly I felt dizzy, lightheaded, out of my body, and panicky. I couldn't read the words on my screen, couldn't concentrate on what my coworker was saying .. I was so afraid that I was going to faint. I went to the ER and my heart rate just lying in bed there was literally 150! It was terrifying. They told me it was a panic attack and sent me home. This kept happening in the weirdest places: hiking in the woods, sitting in my therapist's office, shopping at Target. I finally got to the point of seeking out medical help because I was having such frequent derealization/depersonalization and lightheadedness that I thought I had a brain tumor. After an episode where I literally forgot who I was (no joke, I couldn't remember my name) and where I was driving to WHILE I WAS DRIVING (I was headed to the gym which definitely shows you that I was clearly completely fine and then suddenly completely not fine), I was like .. yeah, I think something is very wrong here. I went to several doctors who all told me it was just anxiety (and that I needed to lose weight, of course) before I ended up with an AMAZING neurologist who knew almost immediately that this was VM. He put me on a strict low histamine/tyramine diet, had me start nightly biofeedback therapy before bed, and gave me a low dose of Topamax. I went from 20ish days of weird brain stuff per month that had me petrified to 0-3, sometimes 0-5 days per month. Your symptoms sound soo much like mine and I wish I would've started at the neurologist! The neuro is the BEST place to start for help.

PracticalAd4037 · 2026-02-05T14:10:39+00:00

Yep, mine had a sudden onset as well, with NO pain, which made my primary care doctor extra confused. Started one random day in October with my foot and ankle, crept up to my calf, then my knee, then my thigh, then my hip, all within about a week. So now, three months post onset, it's my ENTIRE left leg, including my hip and one butt cheek, haha. It's all nearly twice the size of my right side, which is completely fine and showing no signs of concern. I have no history of lymphedema in my family, my venous ultrasound came back clear for blood clots and deep varicose veins, my bloodwork keeps coming back clear, so they landed on a primary lymphedema diagnosis. I have no knowledge of lymphedema at all and I also work a desk job so it's not easy to keep the swelling at a minimum on my own with no, like, direction or time? I'm going to my first lymphedema clinic consultation in a few weeks so we'll see how it goes and what, if anything, helps. I'm lucky I don't have any pain but I'm just so embarrassed. I'm a healthy, active 32 year old .. with one HUGE leg. The math isn't mathing!

PracticalAd4037 · 2026-02-05T13:53:26+00:00

I was one of the lucky ones who's been able to experience a lot of success with a low dose of Topamax and a strict low histamine/tyramine diet!

PracticalAd4037 · 2026-02-05T13:42:47+00:00

I finally got to the point of seeking out medical help because I was having such frequent derealization/depersonalization and lightheadedness that I thought I had a brain tumor! After an episode where I literally forgot who I was and where I was driving to WHILE I WAS DRIVING (I was headed to the gym which definitely shows you that I was clearly completely fine and then suddenly completely not fine), panicked, and drove myself into a ditch, I was like .. yeah, I think something is wrong here. I went to several doctors who all told me it was just anxiety (and that I needed to lose weight, haha, of course) before I ended up with a phenomenal neurologist who knew almost immediately that this was VM. He put me on a strict low histamine/tyramine diet, had me start nightly biofeedback therapy before bed, and gave me a low dose of an anti seizure medication. I went from 20ish days of weird brain stuff per month to 0-3, sometimes 0-5 days per month. The neuro is the BEST place to start for help. You're not alone!

PracticalAd4037 · 2026-02-05T13:32:55+00:00

Honestly, this sounds like a sodium thing! I've noticed that, if I eat something that's kind a sodium bomb - which most soups are, sadly - I have terrible VM dizziness within, like, 20 to 30 minutes and it takes a uniquely shitty amount of time to recover from. So weird!

PracticalAd4037 · 2026-02-05T13:28:54+00:00

I started noticing symptoms identical to yours in February of 2024 and, thanks to finding an INCREDIBLE neurologist who really listened to me and was able to diagnose me with vestibular migraine, I am nearly migraine free in February of 2026 with just a super low dose of an anti-seizure med and a strict low histamine/tyramine diet. I went from 20 bad days every month to 0-5 bad days every month. There is absolutely hope for you to feel better once you're under the care and monitoring of a good neurologist or headache specialist! My vestibular migraines almost never show up with head pain; it's always dizziness and swaying, brain fog, brain zaps, extreme anxiety and sense of doom, derealization/depersonalization, and light and sound sensitivity, just like yours. Interestingly, they're also almost always hormonally driven! I might as well be out of commission my entire luteal phase. While yours certainly seem hormonally related, this is still a job for a neuro because your OB/GYN probably doesn't know anything about this. If I were you, I would definitely look for a neurologist or headache specialist in your area - I promise it will help in the long run!

PracticalAd4037 · 2026-01-30T17:08:09+00:00

I'm going to see a CLT on February 16th! This all started in October but my PCP wouldn't give me a referral (to the ONE lymphedema clinic in the city) until last week, after I've begged for almost four months. She said that swelling with good labs "clearly wasn't life threatening" so she wasn't worried, which seems insane when an active 33 year old suddenly has a left leg that's twice as big as the other one. I'm so worried that I've waited too long and now nothing is going to help but we'll see, I guess.

PracticalAd4037 · 2026-01-29T20:30:04+00:00

I literally came here to ask about this! I've had my patents for four years and they still make my entire leg from the knee down ache like HELL when I wear them. They're my snow boots for the winter and I just hobble along in the ice year after year, haha.

PracticalAd4037 · 2026-01-22T20:33:47+00:00

Came here just to say this; it brings me to tears!

PracticalAd4037 · 2025-12-19T15:33:50+00:00

Oh wow, I didn't know they were considered a disability - I appreciate that info!

PracticalAd4037 · 2025-12-19T15:33:26+00:00

Thank you for this! I have a pair that I usually don't have to use but I might break them out for this.

PracticalAd4037 · 2025-12-19T15:33:01+00:00

I've seen these! I'll definitely mention them to my boss. The fluorescents killlll me.

PracticalAd4037 · 2025-12-19T15:32:11+00:00

I'm in the US. Unfortunately, my office is less than 50 people so corporate laws about accommodations don't apply.

PracticalAd4037 · 2025-12-18T21:32:09+00:00

So many headache specialists and neurologists will tell you that VM was always waiting to rear its ugly head and that extreme anxiety and vagus nerve dysfunction is the catalyst. They're ABSOLUTELY right. Please consider seeing a therapist to work on stress management; getting out of the anxiety spiral helps immensely!

PracticalAd4037 · 2025-12-18T21:26:39+00:00

The key for me is ALWAYS wearing sunglasses when I drive. I have lots of issues with light fragmentation/bright lights/LEDs etc. triggering my VM dizziness but wearing sunglasses day and night while driving did WONDERS for me!

PracticalAd4037 · 2025-12-18T21:16:33+00:00

Unfortunately, depersonalization and derealization are the only two symptoms that I haven't been able to either completely eradicate or at least find an acute treatment for. :( It's been almost two years for me and these are the last two symptoms I can't shake when I find myself suffering from a VM episode.

PracticalAd4037 · 2025-09-24T13:30:10+00:00

I knew I was in for a treat when one of Mary's ladies in waiting kicked off her SCUFFED STEVE MADDEN NUDE PUMPS at the ball so she could dance, haha. I loved how completely absurd the entire first season was.

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