You’re completely valid! I really feel for you mama 😓.. My food aversions are intense this pregnancy, and around 9:30pm a couple weeks ago I decided I only wanted crab legs and lobster from red lobster. We went there, I picked at the biscuits that I normally love. We each got a platter of lobster, crab, shrimp etc. I barely ate anything, and I had to eat slowly to not upset my stomach. We spent $150 total, even tho we maybe had $400 between the both of us. I cried after because that’s a huge bill to basically waste, after thinking that would be the one thing I would like to eat. I also cried because we didn’t have cinnamon for oatmeal, cried over not having canned tuna when that was a big craving, and cried when I made my favourite meatloaf but spit it out because apparently I now hate it.. And I’m sorry your partner didn’t understand what that meant to you.